Read....Just read....and understand it...

Read Carefully and Understand the Meanings:

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.



If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come tru. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.
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To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
T! he value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

The origin of this letter is unknown,
But it brings good luck to everyone who passes it on.
Do not keep this letter.

Forward! it to friends to whom you wish good luck

Peace love and prosperity to all.....

My most loved ex-gf sent this to me~~

swt... =.='''

I no update then no one co in see... sad... always go c ppl geh~~ now less than 3 ppl a day come in see...

rAnDoMiNg

This looks cute~~~ You've got to read the manga before u noe wad it means though~~~ Otherwise, just guess....^^

The tittle of the comic is :






LOVE STRIP

Genre : mature, romance, school life, shoujo.

Summary

Yuuko is in her third year in Junior High (freshman in high school in US). She is a glasses-wearing, four-eyed-nerd. She's suddenly getting tutoring from the perfect Ryuunosuke-kun, but little does she know, she's also about to get a lesson in love. Yuuko's dangerous summer hoilday is about to begin!

You need to read it ur self...I not giving spoilers >.<

:b

Laying off for a bit

I know i promised some of my readers some proper long long posts...
But I'm stopping for awhile....
Call it writers block or what ever.....
I just dont feel like writing for a bit...
Havent come into my blog or any others since the last time i wrote something into my blog~~~

Lost interest at it for now....
Maybe after exams i'll continue?
Oh and by the way, I aint stopping cuz exam are here and i need to study...
I just cant write....

No tittle for this yet

The spoied will always be spoilt,
The busybody will always be busybodies,
The proud forever shrouded in pride....

The humble will always be modest,
The timid will always be shy,
The gentle forever behind a veil of warmth....

The loser will someday win,
The poor will someday be rich,
The hardworker will someday recieve the fruits of his labour....

Live life positively,
Discard all negativeness,
Enjoy yourself...

Created by: Brian Woon

Edited by: Shinigami 1806 & Brother Bear

Copyrighted!!

3 seasons in a relationship...

A breath of spring,
Warm And soothing,
A new day, a new shoot,
The spring is the best for a new relationship.

The breeze of autumn,
Short, warm and crisp,
Love lasts as the breeze lasts,
Sharttering when the breeze turns to freeze.

The winter storm, the winter gales,
So cold and unforgiving,
Not for the faint hearted,
The winter is the time to recover and to forget....

Created by: Brian Woon
Edited by: Shinigami 1806 & Brother Bear
Copyrighted!!

Goodbye Jordan

My pet dog, Jordan just died yesterday morning.... he died after suffering a stroke the day before....

T.T

I liked him lots...but he has left us all... he just collapsed and had difficulty breathing according to my mum... I was in class when it happened...

Sad....really sad...losing another family member really is depressing....T_T....haiz...one prob after another...

Goodbye Jordan...
We're all gonna miss you...

Your life and times with us we will never forget...Its been a happy 8years... and ur b'day was on its way... :'(

A minute of silence....
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I'm really going to miss you...

New lyrics by my bro

Here is the original lyrics:

If your happy and you know it clap your hands, *clap* *clap*
If your happy and you know it clap your hands, *clap* *clap*

If your happy and you know and you really want to show it
If your happy and you know it, then clap your hands! *clap* *clap*

Now here is the lyrics to the one my bro made... :

If your happy and you know it masturbate,
If your happy and you know it ta fei gei,

If your happy and you know and you really want to show it
If your happy and you know it, then masturbate!

Created by: Arthur Woon
Posted by: Me
Copyright to him please...

At The End

Last night before sleeping, 3 versions of the a poem came to me...so i wrote them down on paper...now post in blog~~ take all as the same poem of take it as 3...doesn't matter to me^^

1st version (original that came to my mind - no edit)

With the wave of my hand,
My time is at it's end.
Where thoughts lie,
My life lies.

With a wave of my hand,
My life is at it's end.
Where souls linger,
My soul lingers.

With the wave of my hand,
Everything came to an end.
Time's up, it's time to go,
It's time for me to go where all lost go.






2nd version (edit some parts after re-reading it)

With the wave of the hand,
The end is in the hand.
Where thoughts lie,
The thoughts lie.

With the wave of the hand,
The life is at it's end.
Where souls linger,
The soul lingers.

With the wave of the hand,
Everything comes to an end.
Time's up, it's time to go,
It's time to go to where all lost go.






3rd version (last edit)

With the wave of a hand,
Time is at it's end.
Where thoughts lie,
Life itself lies.

With a wave of a hand,
A life is at it's end.
Where souls linger,
A soul lingers.

With the wave of a hand,
Everything came to an end.
Time's up, it's time to go,
It's time to go where all lost go.

Created by: Brian Woon
2nd version edited by: Brother Bear
3rd version edited by: Shinigami1806
In other words, all are created by me.
Copyrighted to Brian Woon
Do drop a comment.
^.^v
To everyone: Have a nice day...

~~~ NIGHTMARISH ~~~

I never want to stay at the new house in Puchong ever again....at least not until the house has proper beds, bathrooms, living room and TV set.... Damn boring....

It was my brother's idea to stay there last night...so I thought since i had a tough day at bowling, why not go there for some R&R... But R&R isn't what it seems... !st the metal frame for the bed was missing a piece, so my bro took the complete set and i had to sleep on the floor...as though my back didn't hurt enough.... I'm hurting from my waist down... after 60 consecutive frames of bowling i think any armature bowler like me will be in pain...

Then the lunch just now at TESCO, PUCHONG was even more horrifying.... there were ants in the soup that my bro ordered... and the fu yong dan + rice that i ordered tasted like it had been keep for days and just heated up.... My mum then ordered some drinks, a soursop ice blended was nice, but the ais-kacang and cendol tasted like it had roach kill in it... yuck.... feel soo disgusted..

That was the worse i had ever eaten from a food court before....blek!

Bad lunch, bad house....not really the R&R i was thinking of... now my injuries seem to have doubled in pain....cant walk much and my bowling hand is still a bit numb from yesterday....

Thank GOD i am home now...time for some real R&R..... Thats all for now~~~ Bye Bye and have a nice day^^

To all those who like to add salt on peoples wounds,

Cant u leave ppl alone??? Other people's stuff aint your concern... so shut the fuck up!! U wanna say something to me come find me like a man... Dont hide behind stupid pc and talk crap!!!!

COME FACE ME U BLOODY RETARDS!!!! CHICKEN SHITS WHO DON'T DARE COME OUT FROM BEHIND MOTHER'S SKIRT FOR A FIGHT!!!!! FUCKING IDIOTS WILL ALWAYS BE FUCKING IDIOTS!!!!

Sorry to su hsiang...in my anger i've hurt ur feelings...please accept my apology..... sorry....

I was damn mad just now when i wrote it....so sorry...

Grabbed this tag from Agnes Bloggie~~

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
NO..I don't take revenge...dun like doing it anyways...my reaction would be.....(depend on situation)


2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a happy and meaningful life with a nice little family of my own...(thinking very far ahead..XD)


3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Anyone who pisses me of this week....(17-11-08 ~ 23-11-08)


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Get myself a nice new laptop(hi-end type), buy my dad a new car(BMW?), get my mum a proper desktop, send them on a trip round the world then with the remaining $$$ invest it^^ so million can become billion again...(dreaming...)


5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
Depends on which best friend ur asking about...if guy then memang NO lar...if girl...c if reach my requirements or what my feelings are lor...


6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are the same...loving someone brings joy to them, being loved by someone brings joy to oneself..


7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as it takes...can be 1 month, 3 months, 5months....etc...but if that person get married then suan liao lor...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Get over it and move on...

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
My gf or my heng dai's(original 3 anyways...)

10. Will you invite Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Yes....we got to be open minded to be able to live peacefully...

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
Working in a school or uni somewhere in this wide wide world...

12. What's your fear?
What I fear is fear itself....no defined/definite form of fear...

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Slam my alarm clock shut then put my glasses on...

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes..if the relationship really is present(which currently isnt...)

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Never happen before yet so cant answer...

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends.................................................................on............................................................(yes u guessed the answer)...................................................situation......................................................

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
In a relationship...single life isnt really good...

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess,...
Are u high or something?? Friend stop dreaming!!! Its only 6.35pm now!!!
If I love a person, I dont care about anything else....only that person matters to me...not status or anything...

I grabbed this tag to waste my time....so i tag whoever wanna take this....

Source of tirednes???

zzz...seems like i've over used my mental and spiritual energy reserves...body not tired but soul and mind all very low on strength... the last time this happened was somewhere around the ending of 1st sem... zzz....its happening too frequently...what da heck is wrong here....

I think cuz fighting da sickness and handling some other issues made me extra tired.... I'm almost fully well now though...no cough or flu or fever...Just dead tired...my soul is anyway...body doesnt want to sleep but soul and mind does...so when these clash... i lagi more tired... haiz...

ytd fell asleep right on the floor in da tv room...i remember just sitting down then....*black* duno wad happen....woke up around 6.45pm++ sleeping on the floor...zzz...stumbled upstairs and fell flat on my bed and continue to sleep... den at night cannot sleep....body energy level - 99% ; mental/spiritual/soul energy level - below 10%

sleep wont increase its amounts...but i cant remember wad did restore mine the last time...haiz....sesat betul.... Low energy = bad mood = negative thoughts/actions begin to arrive = MANY MORE PROBLEMS (as if i not enough at the moment)....

well this is all for now...beh tahan adi....but body no wanna sleep....help~~

- - - - - - - RaNdOmNeSsSsAgAin - - - - - -

Lately got hooked on RO (Private server lar) cuz sien wit maple adi...no kaki ply dat oso...RO oso less lar but at least ada... Now hunting for new game dat is in English only...if BC de den wun ply cuz no understand....

Got any ideas? Can share plz... I'm looking for a game that i can even play while in Kampar next year~~~

Stupid Rain

Yesterday it rained....in Puchong. . . . when i just finished washing my mum's car... what a pain... I even pollished the car. . .

My mum said she needed to go to the new house to do some gardening work and neneded me to wash her car in exchange, i could go and drive the car(without her in it) after i washed it~~ Well reasonable deal then...

My bro said he wanted to help me too~~ But actually he only washed 1/2 the car, got bored with playing the water and soap and left to help my mum with gardening.... As expected... <<< This process was 1/2hour long...

I cleaned the remaining parts of the car, dried it then got a pail of water and a cloth to start scrubbing of the stains on the body of the car...took me about 1/2hour on this... Once i got all the stains of, i applied RAINX on the front and back windshields..It helps make the rain slip of the windshield when driving... Then I began working on the interior.... vaccuming the whole interior, including the air-cond filters, seats and carpet floor mats in the car.....

I also wiped all the windows from the inside...In 1 1/2 hours the car was spotless and in 1/2 an hour after...it wasnt... stupid rain... It rained so badly even the lake near the house over flowed its banks... lucky no flood... My hard work....all washed away by the rain....sob... T.T

@.+ was dead tired liao.... went to sleep and slept for an hour then my mum woke me and said it was time to leave..zzzz stupid rain.... I dont wash car or think about washing car then it wont rain.... If i do then it rains.... horrible luck..

Well thats all for now~~ Byebye

On why No recent updates

No mood...
Lost inspiration...
Very tired...
Lazy...
Dunno wan write about wad....
Nth happening so nth to write...
Going broke adi....
Lacking of $$$

Worrying cuz nt enough $$$....
So no mood write in blog...

STILL SICK!!!

Damn it...last night sometime around 3am, i started coughing, went to take a piece of tissue to cover my mouth while coughing...then what the hell!! Got blood...then i tasted blood of course...damn it..cough untill got blood....

Then this morning went to see doctor before coming....(Family Doctor = my neighbour's nephew) He also was puzled as to why the medication he gave me still isnt working...Now in total I've been sick for abt a month ... He say maybe is external factors like there are germs in the air or maybe a even more personal reason behind why my body aint healing...

When I asked him to elaborate on the last one he said: "Maybe you've losy your will power to get better, I'm sure if you had the will power to get better, your body will do the rest, so if you need to see a psychiatrist, I can help you set up an appointment with my cousin who works as a psychiatrist." I laughed and asked him if he was doing advertising for his cousin... He told me to continue taking the med and if i do cough up blood again to come and see him again...

Haiz....Now dead sleepy...this is the side effect of the medication...drink adi suppose to put the drinker into a deep sleep, but i got to resist it as much as possible...because still need to attend classes.... Got math lecture later...then followed by a psychology tutorial....all end at 2pm...pengsan~~~

~~~ Randomness ~~~

Fairytale and reality....If reality was a fairytale, then my story is one that never seems to end happily ever after....well so far anyways....when ever the plots brings it to a scene where it looks like it gonna b a happy ending after all, the plot thickens and the "Happy ending" becomes just a shadow in the main characters life....

Hope to see more happy endings in other people...at least then i'd know that the world is still in one piece~~~

Korean style BBQ dinner

This restaurant has been open since 4 years ago but i never tried it..cuz i ain't a fan of foreign foods... Mum dragged me along to try the food here... I like the beef and pork...but this place is expensive and I wasn't even 1/4 full....din feel like I ate anything... My family enjoyed it though I wan the only fella hurrying to finish the food and get the heck out of that place...Here are the pics I took before eating~~~ :

Toothpicks that look like matches from afar~~

The pork pieces~~~
Doesn't taste that great with the onions...

The beef being cooked~~~
Smelled wonderful~~~

A weird soup that i din finish cuz i dont like it...
Too much vege not enough meat

Frying the pork and mushroom~~

Dung Fun + many many many vege and onions

THIS IS THE BEEF THAT I LIKE!!!
Have to eat together with the semi-raw onions~~

Grandma thinking about what to take next~~~ XD

Bro and Mum looking on as the chef fries the pork strips

Mum and Dad...caught dad putting something into his mouth

All the little dishes of vegetables~~
I personally like the green lettuce..sour and spicy~~

Beef strips on BBQ the chef prepare it for us~~ Smelled nice~~~

I don't like that place....bad location... after eating decided buy a dvd from a nearby shop and left my family to enjoy the food... Then i walked home...(The place is about 15min walk from my house so not far to walk) Sienz....

When family got back i was just about to start the movie i bought (1 of "The Mummy Returns" sequels...) Then my bro sat down to watch the show with me... he said he was tired after the 1st half of the show, so i offed it and went to play DotA on Garena...sienz....many games not success...Leavers to many.... slept at 3am....tired...snore....

Bowling results of today...

Today went bowling...even though left not healed yet and tummy still unhappy....tired now here are the results...will post abt the Korean BBQ dinner tomorrow if can...if not then within this week gua~~~

We got 6th place...top 5 only got prizes...
Lost by one pin only...
T.T

1st game results in team match...sucks!

2nd game better but still suck...no form today but Terk got oo~~~

Worse Excuses for Not going "somewhere"

These are the top 10 most irritating excuses that I hate :

1. "I'm sorry I cant join you, transport problem" , then the person who says this goes else where with other people...y cant they just say they got other arrangements??

2. "NO money" , then the person who says this goes else where with other people for shopping or for other things...

3. "Sorry I'm late cuz gt stuck in traffic jam / tire puncture / rain " , it be nice if you told me u'd be late earlier..not 1min b4 the movie / event starts...

4. "Aiyo i forget adi..." after i constantly remind them...

5. "Hmmm?? you got invite me meh?" when there were eye-witness(es) to prove that i did in fact invite that person...

6. "Cant get taxi / bus so not coming" come on what lame excuse is this...especially if that person who says this goes else where...

7. "Sorry i overslept...Last night no slp coz playing game / watch movie / TFK" ....this is a VERY LAME excuse....

8. "Har! 2day meh? I though u meant tomorrow." ok this sucks but dont u noe the dates?! I put so specifically on the invitation text / sms / email / blog post....

9. on the day of the outing/right after i buy tickets for a movie , "sorry ar~~~ i need help me mum/dad/aunt/whoever, do things, cant come..."

10. Will fill this up when I do think of something...

But seriously...number 1, 2 & 9 are those that I totally HATE ! ! !
This post comes after my dunno failed how many times de planned outing....soo many unsuccessful dat i lost count adi...some more now tummy ache...I dont think the korean food agreed with my tummy...ate a lot of the sour-sour vegetables....

Will post abt my 1st Korean food dinner tomorrow...Now not feeling so well.... :( T.T

Today's outing

Words cant express how disappointed I am about today's turnout...all the promises and conformations to coming mean nothing now...

All I can say is that I'm great-full that I've still got good friends around me... Even though she had other stuff to do, Su Hsiang joined me for the movie anyways... Thx...


I dont think i'll be planning another outing again...the past 6 have been disasters.... Let others plan... I'll just go.... No point i plan cuz it dont succeed...or totally deviates from my original plans...

This sucks...my plans suck... havent had an outing going according to my plans in a long long while... Its just simple planning.... Go pyramid, see a movie, have lunch together, go arcade for a bit or bowling then everyone goes home.... How difficult was that????

If gt money go Midvalley then y no money go Pyramid??? Most i asked to go stay nearer to pyramid... I HATE midvalley.... I go there with my family at least once a week!!!! I'M SICK OF THAT PLACE!!!!

And to all those out there planning to watch JAMES BOND, don't bother... It sucks worse than the last one... Waste time and $$$.... Trailer "looked nice" but the actual thing is TERRIBLE!!!! Wont write down spoiler(s) so don't worry....

Found something cute though, a head-rest from ah hsiang car....here's da pic ^^ :


Duno whether its a rat or what~~~ Very cute~~~ hehe~~~ I made its ears/paws flap~~~ hahaha~~~ very cute little pushie~~~ ^^

2moro's movie outing

DATE : 7/11/08
TIME : 12pm leave uni
VENUE : Midvalley
MOVIE TIME : 1.45pm or 2.15pm - Non-student ticket price = RM12
MOVIE TITTLE : Quantum Of Solace(007)

For those coming with me, plz tell me which time suits better so no need rush...got time makan oso... Thx~~

!!!!

Wasai!! today mass posting~~~ terlalu free and banyak inspiration~~~ anything oso can write~~ hahahah~~~ sot sot adi~~~ must leave some ideas for tomorrow hopefully can remember them so tomorrow can write~~~

女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方

1. 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2. 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3. 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4. 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5. 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6. 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7. 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8. 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9. 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10. 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

US New President

Senator Barrack Obama is now President Barrack Obama.....after a landslide victory and his speech at Chicago where i only saw bits of it on CNN just now it seems dat he has won 338 to Mc Cain's 13X.... clearly beaten by Obama...there is still no word from Senetor Mc Cain...

Well the whole world seems to want change....1st there was our country's own election where Barisan lost some of its stronghold areas, and more separatist (DAP/PAS/???) getting into the parliment....well after 50+ years of slow progress, it's time for change...and even the bumiputera and Malays think so....Soon, Pak Lah will step down and Najib will take his place....What a mess..... Hope Najib can do a better job on cleaning this mess up....and Hopefully, Mahathir just shuts up and enjoy his retirement with his family.... He time has passed and I dont understand why he still wants to meddle with the politics...Enjoy lar retirement.....buat apa nak susah-susah? He should know dat he aint as young as before....

Anyways i wont say more on our malaysian politics...dont want to end up like RPK.... I usually dun say/write abt our politics...but sometimes, writing it is inevitable....

Math test results

Psychology lost to nelson by 3%, even it back with math...I scored 3 % more than he did.... he got 26/40 dat means 26+3=29... which in other words means dat i got 29/40...if i din cancel the equation then can get 1 mark more to reach 30....

Nok ling got full marks...no surprises there....as usual.. I dun like using upward social comparison as its harmful to the mind, body and soul...some say this way is better so we improve....but sacrifising ur health for ur career? That is unreasonable to me! I'd rather compare with ppl who scored lower...healtier for life.... boost self-confidence in a way also...

Any way, thats all for now...might post somethinf again tonight....

Random-short-post*

不知不觉的，我已失去了自己，也失去了她。。。和她的爱。。。她永远的不会在我身旁了。。。

我要对她说： “ 你对我的爱，我会永远记在心里。你那温柔的双手在我手中的感觉，我永远都不能忘记。 我以太爱你了，我方不开了你，你的离去让我和伤心。。。。表面上，我以方式了和你在一起。。。但是在我心中，我真的是放不了你。。。没有你在我身边，我什么也做不到。。。”

“你是我黑暗中的阳光，是你把我冲黑，暗中带出来。如果你没带我出来，我看，我永远都会在那黑暗中，迷迷糊糊的在顺找出口。。。。”

虽然我们现在不能在一起， 但是，我希望我们永远都可以保持为好朋友。。。在我心中，灵魂里，脑海中，爱你一万年。。。

** 请你读了这片后不要 ignore 我，我只是想写我最近在想什么吧了。。。。你的 ex 男朋友。。。 **

Lazy Day

Today feel extra tired...and my darn fever returned...for awhile that is....then was ok till now.... Now dead tired again.... din do much today at home besides downloading lecture notes/tutorials and reading the manga by the tittles : Death Note and Akemetsu(I think this is the spelling anyway)

Later 10.30pm play mahjong with family...play shunag only lar no actual gambling....dat's illegal by the way....even on CNY....bias contry got bias rules...don't u agree??

Anyways...this is all for today...no mood write anything else....

After about 3~4 months no dota this is the result...

After about 3~4 months no dota this is the result... Cant play decently with a melee hero... get pawned easily... duno lose how many games adi...due to noob gg teammates.... I rusty + they noob = a totally loss game... But this time after 3 games of playing Lich at least can say got get back some feel of the game....

Gt 2nd place..lvl22 - Lich..items are as follow: INT shoe , mekan , blue scepter , butterfly(?? no idea why i bought this) , shiwa... Gt abt 11 kills, died 7 times cuz after my 8th kill, all aim me adi....


<<<<<<<< 2nd place behind Magina


2 kills less than Magina >>>>>>>>>






Hope to play more games soon...WITH NO LEAVERS!! GG many noob leavers....

Bowling Competition

This was an eventful day for me at bowling.... Broke my personal best and won RM100 for it...
My old record was 144 and i usually averaged about 120++.... But today was my lucky day i guess. Played better than the past 3 rounds i played with the bros - Lim and Terk ~~ Had a great time~~ Terk tried to revert back to playing straight ball but didn't manage it very well...he got on 62 points... Lim for some reason played badly today...usually he is on par with me, but today very far behind...at 80 points.... I scored 159points at 17th place in the competition.....winning myself RM100 in the process...The entry fee was RM5. Its not the main event i wanted to join, my friday competition was postponed to an unspecified date....So just played the mini-event today with the bros~~

Here is the score sheet for as proof :
S = Terk
B = Me
L = Lim


As you can see clearly, I won^^ hahaha~~

:P

I plan on playing on them again next sunday if i still got $$$ after the outing on friday with me buddies of UTAR ~~~~ See if can break the 159point mark ~~~ XD

Thats all for now~~^^

Some Songs I Liked Recently

Hehehe~~~

Life is too short for the wrong jobs~~~~

The four tresures of food that shouldn't be wasted when eating‏

When eating certain food, there are certain parts which seemingly are useless and should be thrown away. In reality, their nutritional value could be higher than the food itself. Check if you have unknowingly wasted these.

Fish Eyes :
Fish eyes, especially Markeral family, contains rich quantity of DHA and EPA which are very rare unsaturated fatty acid. The most beneficial property of these natural substances are their abilities to stimulate human brain cells, improve memory and thinking power, and also very helpful in preventing memory decline, high cholesterol and hypertension diseases. The common notion suggested that eating certain animal parts would strengthen similar body parts of ours, and this has also be proven correct by clinical experiment where fish eyes are concerned: They can help to reduce the deterioration of eyesight.


Fibers of orange or grapefruit peels :
When eating oranges or grapefruit, after removing the peels, do not remove all the fibers that stuck on the fruits. In fact, the fibers contained certain vitamin known as 路丁 [(English term?)], which helps to maintain the elasticity and density of the artery wall, which in turn reduces the danger of bleeding especially the fine arteries. Hypertension patients usually have problem of brain hemorrhage while diabetic patients retina hemorrhage. For people with tendency to bleed, especially old people with tendency of artery hardening, eating fibers of oranges and grapefruit peels is particularly helpful.

Bones :
The nutritional value of bones are higher than that of the meat. Comparing the nutritional values of Pork bones and pork, the bones contain far more protein, iron, sodium and calories than meat. Bones contain 23% more protein than milk powder, 61% more than beef, three time as much as pork and more than double that of eggs. It has abundance of essential minerals that human requires, like 磷脂質 that are needed by the brain, 磷蛋白, 蛋氨酸 for the liver, 氨基酸, vitamins A, B1 and B2, as well as 類粘朊 and 骨膠元 [bone gels?] that are useful for slowing the aging. The best part is, when boiled in soup, its nutritions become more readily absorbed by human body than plant-based food.

Chili Leaves :
Chili leaves contains complete range of 蛋白氨基酸 [amino acid ?]. almost 4 times compared to the chili fruits. It also contains more than double what chili fruits have of 元素硒 , which are anti-cancerous substance. On top of that, chili leaves are rich in calcium, beta carotene, various vitamins and other nutrients. Eating a suitable quantity of chili leaves enhances secreation of digestive juices, improves appetite and are good for indigestions, gastric and stomach discomfort. Regular intake of chili leaves also help in warming body, strengthen liver, improve eyesight, reduce weight and improve beauty. Chili leaves is tasty and can either be cooked alone, frying with meat or making soup.

So don't waste~~~

Wishes

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND AND ex..
AGNES-san

May all your wishes come true~~

Wish you all the best in everything for years to come~~~~

Hope you like your present....

I would have given you a gift from myself, but its not the complete set yet...Maybe one day after i find the complete set I will give it to you~~~ Sry gt to make you wait a bit for your present~~~ :P

Anyways,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Hope You Enjoy This
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Friendship Poems

There are many friendship poems, friendship movies as well as friendship songs.... Writer, musicians and poets...through life they had their inspiration for these works.... A song, a poem of friendship that touches the heart and strengthens the bond between friends.... Here are some poems i found and one which is by me :

"The Way It Should Be" by Vergil F.e. Tudtud

Solitude have I to endure,
seemingly held with disclosure.
A fellow left astray,
as yet from yesterday.

Flashing your dainty, disarming smile,
warms my heart every once in a while.
Our longtime kinship
will always bloom with friendship.

It has never been so profound,
a lifetime friend have I found.
Let our friendship be a bond,
which can never be like a dry pond.

Let us not forget the dreams we share,
forever like sisters or brothers we care.
You'll always be a friend to me,
and that's the way it should be.

To view this following piece plz highlight it, for some unknown reason i cant delete its original coding....So it wont appear on my blog's black background....haiz....

You're My Friend, My Companion
Author Unknown

You're...
My friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend,
my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness,
with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there, throughout the years!

"My Special Friend" by Joe Leblanc

Your cheerful smile
Your caressing hand
It's the really simple things
That make your life look so grand

You're a special woman
It's in your eyes
I see the truth
There is no disguise

It's your spirit
Maybe your soul
But my life without you
Would feel painfully old

You've been a true friend
I hope you stay
I would be so very empty
If you ever went away.

I would like to share one of my own but it seems that i cannot find the original nor copies... I wrote it 2 years ago...and in my achieves i cannot find it...All my poems i have only a copy and its original...I keep them in separate places but now after searching both places, i cannot find it yet... I'll post it after i do find it...Hope no one threw it away...if not a great piece would be lost..as no two pieces of a poem are the same...I can write another but it wont be as nice as the original... Will post it if i do find it~~

Anyway, that's all for now~~

Family

What ever anyone says, family is supposed to be the most important thing in life....I used to believe in this...until recently that is....Since the start of my holidays..no...since even before the start of my sem2 holidays...my family has been through many arguments....I believed family was important until those arguments broke out...everything i knew about families being important shattered....

Elders say to the younger generation: "Respect your elders and your siblings, as once you've lost them they are gone and cannot be called back..." TO HELL WITH THAT!!! I respected my family members....i gave ample respect even to my sibling...what do i get in return? TOTAL DISRESPECT from him.... My parents only have eyes for him and he turn out like this? FUCK him! Arrogant asshole that thinks he can do what ever he want to who ever he wants... Just because he can win races doesnt mean shit in the real world..u dont get promotions for being NO.1 in races, not in the real world...! He treats me like trash when ever he talks with me..."If doesn't respect you, continue to show him respect," thats what my parents say. FUCK them on that!! I do not respect people who do not respect me.

Call it what u want, but i can tell you my family is falling apart no matter what my parents say! My father's pride is nothing! National Coach, so what! My mum being Pandu Puteri leader or something what the hell is that? Why is it more important than trying to make the home a better place to life in? My sibling, To him nothing is more important than winning! If he losses at something he'll go all sour till u let him win! Always like to mix with those who say they are powerful in a certain aspect.... For example: He thought my cousin was a pro in DOTA and CS, so when my cousin was here, he only wanted to team up with him and not me.. End results, i KO'ed both of them...I havent played DotA in many months and yet i beat them hands down....

The time when i need a person closes est was the time she choose to left me....She thought it was the best time...but because of exams i never told her what i was facing at home...she just said use to free time to get on better terms with your family....The day that i had a day of peace was when Nelson followed me on a trip to Kampar and 1/2 of the following day. My parents and sibling hid the war well to that i felt great...I was able to show my bro(Nelson) my house when it was peaceful...but once he left, all hell came back...Its always like this..since many many years ago...when ever the family has guests, all look like angels...once the guest goes, it become hell again...

You may think i'm exaggerating but i can tell u i aint.... In uni, if i dont look stressed or sick, then i've played my part well... To be honest I dunno how long more i can keep this up.... My body is getting weaker..... Its lucky i got more patience training from 2nd bro..if not....i think i would have ran away from home a long long long time ago.... Its just bad you know.... While typing this, my hands are still shaking with anger! I'm sad that my family has become like this.... In 2 and a bit months time, i'll be moving to Kampar for my further studies....I do hope i can have memories that will make me miss my home... but from where i stand now...there is nth but sad memories and stuff i do not wish to carry to Kampar....

This is just sad...a seemingly nice home on the outside actually is hell inside.... I hate this... I dont like to admit that my family has become like this but what can i do...its the truth!!!! I seek peace today but it was ruined by my sibling and mother..... Well got to go...meeting with the brothers at 2nd bro's place at 2pm... i gonna have lunch there too... Didnt want to follow dad cuz if i did he mostlikely will blow up and ask why i cant go there by myself and always need to rely on the family....I dont like being shouted at for not doing anything wrong....Its my mum's fault if she forces me to follow and i've got to take a scolding.. I'm not stupid to get scolded so many times for a mistake that my mum constantly makes....Not today....

A tag i willingly took from fishie's blog~~~to past time~~~

I was sick in bed when i saw this on Fishie's blog so i decided just to do it to waste away the time...

1)What's your ambition?
I wanna be a rich, healthy, knowledgeable man! (My mum & aunt says I'm asking for a miracle...) =P

2)Who is more important to you?Friends or Boy/Girlfriend?
For now, friends are more important than a girlfriend....

3)How often do you think of committing suicide?
The last time i though of suicide was 2~3years ago i think...

4)Do you think u have enough confidence?
Depends lar in what~~~

5)How many babies you want?
I hope i can support a family of 3 ppl....1 kid enough...

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. Its posiible in some countries, but in Malaysia, the pollutions to bad to see the stars....

7)What is your goal for this year?
Pass my bloody exams....and go to KAMPAR!!!!

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
No....Cuz i cant seem to keep my gf for more than 3 months....(as some of my "Buddies" constantly remind me....)

9)What's a perfect girl/boyfriend like to you?
She does not need to be 100% Perfect...no one can ever be perfect....

10)What feeling do you love the most?
Being with my close friends, bro's & sis's included. Alone sleeping in my room. I LOVE the smell or freshly cut grass^.^v

11)Domokun or Doraemon?
Neither. Who is domokun??? I prefer that white haired vampire from vampire knights...

12)Is there anything u want to tell the people u hate?
I dont really hate you, i just dislike you, hate your presence and dislike you!

13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes. I couldn't find better friends then mine.

14)What "does" flying mean to you?
Freedom!!

15)Are you living you living happily now?
I guess so....life's a bit rocky these few months...

16)Who's your crush?
No one at the present phase of my life...

17)Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
No one tagged me...i just do this for fun....

18)What's the meaning of life to you?
LIVE LIFE TO THE MAX!!! YOU'VE GOT 1 CHANCE AT IT ONLY, SO LIVE IT TO THE MAX!!!!

19)What will u become in another 10 years to come?
I'll still be me..just 10 years older, wiser and healthier/wealthier?

20)Do you believe in true friend?
Yes.

I TAG..
whoever want to take this....

Quote Review

This is actually my own quote....

"I lived while WE lived, I died when WE became just ME alone...."

well i came up with this not too long ago....maybe a week or two ago....it just popped into my head and i had to say it...I left it on my personal msg in msn....till now only started to write this....

What does it mean?

Well it a bit of my old post really...2halves make 1 whole...I felt like i was alive when i was whole...but it all died when when us became just me....basically, when one is in a relationship, one feels alive and regenerated(I dunno if this applies to everyone)... Its a great and happy feeling to have..to be loved and to love back... love cannot be described by any word... In short,

Love is an unexplainable feeling....

When i was in relationships through out my 12years of study(well maybe 6 years really) I felt alive and at peace..but when stuff got rocky.it seemed like i was dying.... every time i went trough a separation, it seemed like hell for me while it became a rebirth for my lover.... weird really, that i have to suffer while my ex gets to live in peace and rebirth....... why cant it be the other way around for once? Not that i like going through separations! It sucks really.....But what the heck....

Sadly it seems i've got to disappear again...time to sleep...the med is taking an effect on me..feeling drowsy liao~~~

~~~to be continued in the near future~~~~

2 days MC....

Darn it...stupid fever...rendering me helpless for the next day or two....

This morning was abt 39.4 degrees, then i took 2 Panedols hoping it will help, but it made my fever worse.... Went to see doc at abt 8.30pm..cannot tahan adi~~~ Went to take back blood test results too...According to the report I'm ok with slight problems...my cholesterol lvl is a tad bit(0.05) higher than the suitable one for my age....

Had a slightly more serious problem...docs always keep the bad news for last.....thr were traces of blood in my urine...not a lot but must be cautious lor...Need take antibiotics..for fever 1st before antibiotics for the urine thingy....

Man I am sick....feeling groggy and freezing while my blood boils... Dead tired but need move around a bit before sleeping as said by doc after taking med....so typing this does count as movement frm the fingers and brain~~~~

=P

Dats all for now~~~

~~~~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY HSIANG-HSIANG ~~~~~

Darn....i hate being sick!!

I feel my health getting worse by the minute...now medication can help me now....i've taken too much of it, in the time span of soo many years....

Even a sore throat lozenges can only keep my coughing down for abt 1-3hrs...if i take to then its an over dose which lowers the sickness but brings in side effects which are also harmful to me....dat drench in the rain wasnt a joyful one....

I can feel the heated up blood run in my body...the flu, the cough...I'm getting into a worser condition and thrs no med...but i gt to go to uni tomorrow to gv the present and i've not been absent for a even a day yet...even if sick also will go to class....only times i've missed school bcuz of sickness is when its really bad, need go hospital...otherwise i dun care and still turn up in class...

Tell me to sleep, drink water or wat ever..it wont work....not on me anyway...slept for 4 hrs only can temporary get rid of fever and flu...2 rounds in the rain and I'm back in square 1....been sick since sem break so a few more day wont hurt i guess...but the total number of days i've been sick till now is 4weeks....a whole month sick...dats a record...*cough*cough*cough*(really)

Head is spinning...got class + group study + group assignment + hsiang b'day....hope i can survive with a good look tomorrow...Must look healthy...."If i want others to c me as healthy then why did i write this post?" u may think this but its just me...i like to write simply as that...*cough*damn it!

soo tired....
see u around 8 tomorrow nel....if i wake up...

Chinese Lesson - Create sentences

１。题目：一边……一边……
小朋友写：他一边脱衣服，一边穿裤子。
老师批语：他到底是要脱还是要穿啊？

２。题目：其中
小朋友写：我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师批语：你是蜈蚣吗？

３。题目：陆陆续续
小朋友写：下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回家了。
老师批语：你到底有几个爸爸呀？

４。题目：难过
小朋友写：我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师批语：老师更难过。

５。题目：又 又
小朋友写：我的妈妈又矮又高又胖又瘦。
老师批语；你的妈妈 是变形金钢吗？

６。题目：你看
小朋友写：你看什么看！没看过啊
老师批语：没看过

７。题目：欣欣向荣
小朋友写：欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师批语：连续剧不要看太多了！

８。题目：好吃
小朋友写：好吃个屁。
老师批语：有些东西是不能吃的。

９。题目：天真
小朋友写：今天真热。
老师批语：你真天真。

１０。题目：果然
小朋友写：昨天我吃水果，然后喝凉水。
老师批语：是词组，不能分开的。

１１。题目：先……再……，例题：先吃饭，再冼澡。
小朋友写：先生，再见！
老师批语：想像力超过了地球人的智慧。

１２。题目：况且
小朋友写：一列火车经过，况且况且况且况且况且况
老师批语：我死了算了

Taken frm an e-mail sent by : Liza on 19-10-2008

Extra: Just after posting this my mum make me go outside into the rain to help her get some stuff frm a friend....its flooded out there and the water level is up to my ankles...whats more it that the rain comes in all directions and not just one direction....so this is the 3rd time i get caught in the rain..its not gonna lessen my fever/flu/cough....turns out that the friend is non-existent...when i got home again i told my mum and she just said that it was weird....haiz....hate being even more sick........

Today

My cousin and brother challenged me to some games today...DotA and CS 1.6....

I'm not really good at either if u compare me with Kai Fu or Meng Leong...Besides, i havent played Dota since mid of last sem....dead rusty...

So wth...went to IPLAY for the games... RM3.50 each....
Synopsis of Challenge 1 - DotA:

Played ap game.
Cousin - Newbie - Razor
Brother - Says he is better than me - Bone Fletcher
Me - retired player - Lina
Mid lane only and i cant buy Dagon as 1st item....big deal..no loss anyways...

Started of with boots of speed, robe of magi, gloves of haste, plate mail, refillable pot bottle, 1 return scroll. Reached lvl 6 while they were still at 4... 1st kill on Razor by "laguna"...din kill bone much..din see him much anyway..had sense to stay outta my way....

Around mid game items we all had:
Bone - lvl11 - Power threads(Agi), quater staff, 1 spear, 1 razor head(+agi)
Razor - lvl9 - Ring of basilisks, boots of speed, 2 more duno wad...
Lina - lvl16 - Shiwa, Power threads(INT), Mystic staff, refillable pot bottle, 1 return scroll, hood of defiance

Late game:
Lina - lvl25 - 9 kills - Power threads(INT), Scepter, 1 return scroll, hood of defiance, MKB
Bone - lvl20 - 2 kills(I let them kill) - Power threads(AGI), Butterfly, MKB, 1 razor head(+agi)
Razor - lvl19 - Ring of basilisks, Power threads(AGI), claymore, ?, ?...

Didn't go Roshan..sien..

Then played Battlefield 2142...they owned me cuz i dun play this game...
Then played CS 1.6...i owned them for a bit, then my cousin owned me for a bit then we left...

Now got a damn flu + sore throat + fever = very sick...
Havent done math though....later or tomorrow morning only do.....very sien.....and tired now...this morning slept till 1pm bcuz of fever....

Well that's all for now...good night....

Got a place to stay adi !!! + some other updates

Its a bit late for this post, but just found da time to write it~~~

My Kampar house number is 1401, room number is A1(Front room). Nelson is staying in same hse with me, his room number is A5(Back room). Nice place~~ Spacious enough for one person~~~ Den upstairs gt 2 ppl frm TA - living in rooms B1 & B5, directly above me and Nelson. Not really sure of their names... :P Need ask them~~

Water machine just outside house...basketball court across the street...9 houses down to the right is the bus stop...other direction can lead to a kindergarten + Primary School~~~ Hope they are recruiting tuition teachers~~~ I need a job...when i get there...

Paid the one month deposit..RM 295..according to them at average nid pay RM15 extra for water and electricity per month...so actual total per month will come up to RM 310....then need makan leh...die lor if no income....soo many expenses...K.O.!!!!

Wei Wern's solution to this problem was:
1. Take bath @ UTAR
2. Charge HP/Laptop @ UTAR
3. Eat @ UTAR canteen
4. Bike / skateboard / roller blade to UTAR and nearby shops...If rain take UTAR bus~~~

Room is for sleeping only~~ XD


Great solutions!!! In 3 yrs time I'll even fitter than my cousins!!! With all that exercise and low expense food.....i think easier lose weight..oh ya 1 more thing that reduces weight - Negative STRESS!!!!

XP ....... West Lake homes there when we left still had abt 10+ homes which were completely empty... the rest were already partially with students staying in them or had already booked the rooms~~~

Well I do hope that we can get house-mates of our own same semester(JAN intake - 2008) so at least it will be easier to negotiate electric and water bills...who use more then who pay more~~ If wan air-cond also might be easier for all to agree on getting it....

^^

Ok thats all for now..i gtg~~~ busy busy tomorrow~~~ cousin just arrived~~~ tomorrow got many place to bring him and my aunt to~~~Morning go Yong Tau Fu near my high school..not like the real thing but almost the same..I wanna go there eat porridge if i can by some miracle wake up that early~~~~

New Day New Hopes

A new day has dawned and I woke up late...
Well not really late..am not late for class and do have the time to write this silly post....

Ytd forgot to mention that i got addicted to a game nelson showed me..BoomberMan~~~ :P

Ask him gv me the file so he gv me...after write this then go play~~

Later at 9am go makan...den come back play again...

ICT here freezing....Me turning into ice-cube....

Sien ar...dun wan to write adi.... byebye...

Bored die adi................

Later go kampar ~~~