Marriage

Wedding,
I think its a good thing to have but is it a bit too early to think about it?
I'm like only 18 but do I have to consider this yet?
I don't think so but because a friend of mine brought this up, I guess I'll talk about it.

Some say their wedding is a once in a life time thing and should be lar~~~(Hehe)
Some want to have a grand wedding,
Some would like to have a simple wedding,
Some even consider having a unique wedding for example having it in space or under ther sea.

Well let's look into the simple wedding first.
Let's see, the dinner before the wedding, 10 tables should be enough, 4 tables for the brides family, 4 tables for the grooms family and a table each for friends of the bride & groom.
Estimated cost is around (RM500per table) 10xRM500= RM 5000
Pre-wedding stuff: clothes, photoshoot included = RM 9000
Wedding Day: cathedral, limo rental and other stuff = around RM 10000
After wedding: Lunch atleast = RM 3000 for 100 people.( Plus stupid 3-storey high cake[plastic cheaper]).
Wedding night Dinner = another RM6000(10xRM600)[better food] + ang pow for younger siblings and cousins RM 1000.
Total cost for normal wedding = 5000+9000+10000+3000+6000+1000 = RM34,000

With dat as an estimated guide for a normal wedding! Do you think we can afford it now??? NOPE!!!!

Imagine what a Grand wedding might cost? My guess is around RM 40,000~RM 90,000! Where find soo much $$$ wor? Print money meh? Start saving RM 10 a day now also need save 9,000 days! That roughly 24 years from now! I'd be like 42 before i can afford to get married in a grand fashion!

Now imagine an unique wedding in space, costing atleast RM 3,000,000~ RM 5,000,000! Now that's crazy!!!!!
A wedding under the sea might not cost that much maybe around RM 40k?

Well I can say to my friend if he thinks that he can have his wedding at a beach for RM15,000, he is DREAMING!!!!! Buy da cake & wedding cloths also maybe not enough!

Soo think twice before saying you want to get married and the way u want to be married! It's no easy feat!

The Road Of Life

The road of life has many paths,
Some paths lead to success,
Some lead to ruin,
Some roads lead to dead ends,
Some even lead to no u-turn roads,
But luckily some paths are u-turnable.

Sometimes when one walks down a chosen path the outcome of that path may not look like the one that was in mind. It may turn into a path of despair and endless failures.

Some paths bring riches, glory and fame before coming to a part of complete lost, these roads are known as the road Lucifer himself made. These roads lead the unweary down a path of what seemed to be a path of greatness, only to find grief at the end of the path. This road has no turnable path, once you've gone down it. It's goodbye to your body, mind and soul.

Some paths which are full of growth and hard to pass, full of thorns and hurtfull things or have baren grounds might seem unatractive at first. But with hard work, preservence, time and patience, one might find that this is the path. The path made by GOD. HE who created this path intended to test HIS followers. It is said that those who are unaffraid of toil and hard work will get the best of everything in time. The path made by THE LORD is the path I choose. Hardships, turnoil, problems i shall face bravely. This path I've choosen will one day have its benefits... THE LORD has blessed this path and many of us are in it, we just don't notice it. All the hardships and problems we face are just part of the path to ultimate success.

Those who stray from this path of slow success for the faster path of Satan's will find that its soo hard and almost impossible to turn back once they've entered deep into the path.

The road to life has many paths...Therefore we must be vigilant and as to be able to differentiate the correct path. The Path Created By THE LORD, our GOD.

Soo if you think your life is full of meaningless sufferings, it may not be a bad thing as all this problems leads you toward a better future and life.

After you've read this, hopefull understood it and agree with what I've gt to say, count from 10 to 1 and say: " THE LORD HAS LEAD ME DOWN THIS PATH AND I SHALL FOLLOW IT THROUGH ALL THE PROBLEMS AND HARDSHIPS NO MATTER WHAT IT MIGHT BE!"

Say a prayer of thanks to THE LORD ALMIGHTY for preparing such a good path for us.
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Amen.


LIFE NEVER WILL SUCK UNLESS YOU YOURSELF MAKE IT SUCK !
REMEMBER THAT !!!!

NIckname's in my class

First came nicknames of animals,
Like Brother Bear(me), Sister bear, Gummy Bear, Little Bear, Little Piggy, Little Kitty and so fourth...

Everyone answered to their nicknames as though it were their real names.....
But lately, it's turn to food!!!
For example, Carrot, Tomato, Cucumber, Cupcake and who know's what else...

Nicknames can be fun as long as it does not hurt the feelings of the one it is reffering to.
Nicknames that can hurt people are not call nicknames,
That is the act of name calling!

Name calling is RUDE and can be considered as BULLYING!
Stop calling the person a name that is offensive to him or her,
If you still want to give them a name,
Ask their permission or their suggestion for a suitable name.
Don't call people Mr. Fatty, Stupid Donkey or any degrading names!

So if you got a nice nickname then good for you. But if it is a bad one change it or you'll feel unhappy when people call you by that nickname!

The broken heart~~

A heavy Heart,

An unfinished poem,

Is what remains after a shock,

A shock of finding out the person you love and wanted,

Actually had an on and off boyfriend.

When the heart shattered,

A million pieces of it fell,
Like the rain,

Falling from the heavens.

The poem thrown away,

Cast aside,

A broken heart,

An abrubt end to what coould have been a great outcome.

My world and heart~~~

Broken glass,

Shattered Christals,

A million pieces of the heart,

Litter the bottom of my shattered heart.

The pain,

The sorrow,

The sadness,

All came swiftly,

Completely caught me off guard,

Shattered me in a blink of an eye.

Sadden and Quieten,

In the world of my own,

Time alone,

Nothing else matter's,

It never did,

It never will,

Till the heart recovers.

The Dark Tunnel of a Lonely Person

A lonely hoped hoped,
Saw a ray of sunshine break through the darkness,

Splitting the darkness,

An arch of hope, brightness and future,

Compared to that of darkness,

Bring'er horror, despair and loneliness.

The ray hope,

A bright Future,

Suddently all is gone,

The light Vanished,

As though it never was there.

All hope is loss,

No future, just the present,

Darkness encloses once more,

The dark tunnel of a lonely person.

Trust

Trust
How important is the trustability of a person to you?
To me it is the most important characteristic a person must have...
If you can't trust the person, how'd you know if the person will or will not betray you?

As a friend, one must keep certain secrets that ur friends have told you,
As a best friend, one must keep certain facts and secrets tha may affect the person if the secret where to be leaked out,
As a partner, no secret or fact conserning the your partner should be told to other people as it is a private matter.

If you are trusted by someone to keep a secret than keep it. Let me put it this way, if you told someone a secret and that person told someone else, how would you feel?? You'd feel betrayed right?

For me if I trust you, you should never break this trust. Cause if I dont trust you anymore, I'll most probably never will trust you again. But if you work really hard to fix the mistake, I may consider changing my mind. But this seldom happens...

So come and give me your comments about the trust factor in friends...

Christal

Christal~~~
Is it a gem?
A jewel perhaps or maybe its a glass~~~
Bzzzzz....~~~~
Wrong answer....

It a name of a person...
Christal can be said as to be most perfect person I've ever got the chance to meet...
I've never known a better person, besides my close brother's that is...

Christal is the person of my dreams...
The best of the best I've really seen in 11 years of me studying~~~

I dare say that there is no one in the world that is better than Christal.

Call me crazy or obsessed but i don't care, cause Christal is the person I want the most....

My true self( this is from da yr 2006)

Good on the outside,
Bad on the inside,
I've been fighting the evil for 4 years.
Trying to surpress in.
I was the opposite of what I am now,
Then, A leader of a clan of evil do'ers,
Nobody know's this, except a few old hands and close friends

No one, not even my closest friends, Have seen my true firery anger.
I wish never to use it,
Everytime I feel a major headache,
I sense my anger preparing to burst out. I need full concentration to surpress it.
Over the years,
I've learnt that a special person,
Can surpress the evil within,
That Person, is non-other than that wonderful girl,
Her name is ???( To be filled as soon as i find out who she is)

Help!!!

I try again and again,
Try as I might but it does not work.
I see the fire in your eyes,
It scares the hell out of me,
That pierceing glance,
The horror that lives within you
Oh no ! Argh ! Here u come !
Quick hide me !
Before she eats me~~~~ (KILL ME)

A word of advice

Part 1 :
Greatness inspires envy,
Envy engenders spite,
Spite spawns lies.


Part 2 :
Greatness brings envy,
Envy brings spite,
Spite spawns hate.
And soon,
All hell break lose!!!