Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Thx to all who bought the cake for me

I loved it. Thx to those who remembered wad type of cake I like ^.^v

Had a great time, especially when go c movie @ midvalley..

Lose at arcade game nvm ba~~~

Anyway, enjoyed this day~~~

Thanks to all who were there v^.^v

Now me =
^(00)^ ---> =(00)= ---> -(00)- Zzz Zzz

Tired d~~~

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

My coming Birthday and recent happenings

My birthday is coming soon in a few days..Its this friday....

There has been a lot going on before my birthday has even come...Some conserning the plans for my b'day & Brother Kar Wai's party & our Genting trip...

Let's first talk abt Brother Kar Wai's party plans... Its on the 2nd of MAY, we're planning to go to the curve for Kareoke, after that all the events will be planned by Wei Yen. Beside the location and 1 event i have no idea what we're going to do there.... >.+

Then followed up by the Genting trip on the 6,7,8 of MAY. Actually i was planing on having my b'day party there..more fun see...but I'm having round 1 of the celebrations back here in Mid Valley this Wednesday...I've got a few people who will be joining me, Shu Hsiang, Wei Yen, Nelson and Agness. MAYBE Sheng Wang or even my ex-gf might be going too. Not confirmed yet...

Anyway, will just be walking around, window shopping, catch a movie, sometime in at arcade or go bowling. Just spend some time with friends..not so big a group...Its not that i mind having a big group of friends to celebrate my b'day, but when there is a big group, there will be separation of 1 big group into many smaller groups...now that ain't fun any more.

Well i just hope that The Genting trip, Kar Wai's party n my party go well...
Hope my Heng Dai's won't forget me birthday~~~~He he he

Friday, April 25, 2008

To relieve some tension try some shuffling

I'm very noob at this, basic a bit can lar...
But I nid a hell lot more practice~~~


Some of Infite's Shufflers




And here's some tutorials on how to do shuffling and da running man; enjoy

Running Man



Shuffle

Thursday, April 24, 2008

I guess I've met my match...

Well, i never thought I'd say this but i think I've met my match...

Be it in English or any other subject...

I even lose out in how to handle love relationships which I specialize in counselling. This is so depressing...

Sad thing is i thought i could help myself by going into counseling, learning the trade, be able to prevent things from happening before they even happen...

Sadly learning this has cursed me, yes, I know I've helped loads of people with my knowledge...helped them go through tough times in their life...solve a couple of relationship problems....

But in the end I cant help myself...I always see the effects of the decisions i might make, before i even make the decision and thus act upon the next stage before even passing through the 1st stage....

Some might say a counselor can help others, but at the same time to much knowledge of the subject can lead to personal difficulties when we ourselves face the same problem...We know what will happen if we choose between the decisions...We already foresaw the outcome of each decision and in the end fail to overcome the situation....

In counseling, i think besides myself there are a couple of other students who are also good at this physiological game...we are able to help others in some ways but unable to help some others at the same time...we each have our own speciality which is unique within us...

There are those who like the direct approach, confronting the problem. There are those who listen, observe and analyze before solving the problem[ me ]. Some just listen to one side and decide [ I dislike this type of counselor though].

Anyway, I may not be the best and some others are way much better than I am, I'm trying my best to help everyone...

Trajic times are upon me now and all i can do to rate myself is a 5 out of 10 in overall performance. Sad Sad days~~~

Sunday, April 13, 2008

My 1st ever Mandarin Poem

我最爱的girl是,

我心中的天使,
她是,
我世上的girlfriend。



This is my first ever poem in Chinese..
Doesn't sound right though...
My PCs mandarin software cacat de, some words got some don't have....

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Haiz....

Today didn't go the way I had planned it to be... Firstly i planned to wake up at 8am but somehow i woke up upon my own account at 7am. After a bit of television, i went back to my room to prepare to go out and give support to my friends who were playing badminton today. I reached PC Block at 9.15am and the darn place haven't open. As i turned away to find some place to eat, Jia Wen and Wei yen arrived. We ended up going to OLD TOWN COFFEE shop to eat a rather costly breakfast.

After that, we went to the court again as it was nearly time for our classmates matches. Sheng Wang came late so we had to wait. When he came he started playing and won his 1st game then lost his second then he left after awhile. I watched the mixed doubles which Little Piggy played with a guy from TA( cant remember his name), she got 3rd place in that event. She also got a 2ND placing in the women doubles match. I was so proud of her. ^^v

After the match we were supposed to go to Sunway Pyramid to celebrate, I was planning on paying for the movie as well as treat her to dinner, but she said she was to tired and wanted to rest and didn't want to go. Whats worse is that if right on cue my brother called and requested that I return home immediately as so he can go out with my mother to choose a new hand phone. It's just a simple job and they need me to rush home to help. So with the change of plans, I aborted the trip to Sunway. and post phoned it again till after our final exam... Its the 2ND time I've been forced to postpone it due to unexpected causes.

Haiz....

I feel so unhappy now, rather sad...a little dejected maybe...but that's life and i got to accept it. Well maybe next time i wont have to postpone it again, cause if i have to, i might just cancel it and forget about it...

If you laugh, try looking forward to something nice and good only to get hurt in the end because it didn't happen... Planning things and then being forced to cancel them hurts a heck lot even if it may not show on my face...inside is where the unseen pain hurts the most.....

Haiz......

So bad my luck is these days.....no mood do anything now...play game awhile then bored, surf the net also no fun. Msn chat also dint know want say what...

The Thin Line Between Love and Like

There is a thin line between love and like. Some may say that love starts from liking someone at first. I agree to that point. But liking someone can only reach a certain point before it can become love... That is the part, the thin line, that i wish to talk about today.

Loving another person has a basic requirement which is that one must have the feel of love towards the other person. If there is no feel then it isn't love, it is like. To like a person one doesn't have to have the feeling of love. Liking someone is easy but loving him or her is hard and difficult.

First there has to be like, if you like a person, it could be because you like a certain characteristic about the person or it can be that the person has a certain effect on you. This effect can be that he or she can keep you calm when you are tense, calm you when you're angry or frustrated, cool you down when you blow your top or even just being around you they make you feel good~~~

After liking the person for sometime usually (3 ~ 12 months) the feeling of love might start to kick in. At this point it is the choice the individual to follow his or her heart or just ignore the emotion completely. One has to make choices in life, if you take the path of following your heart then good luck. But if you choose the latter and ignore the feeling of love it can sometimes become rather confusing and bothersome, especially when the person you like is always around you. You like that person but don't want to or just can't love the person.

There is a point where as I've already mentioned that like can extend too. After that point it's considered love. Well now I'm stuck balancing on this thin line. Sometimes I feel that I love her, but sometimes it's just I like her as a sister and nothing more. Those who also balance on this line might know how I'm feeling now. Rather confused and unable to make clear the true feelings....

I fell this matter is rather irksome but I cant make up my mind... She's just to good to let go... But I know that me and her will never work out. So Far now I'm content with having her around me. I don't feel the feeling, I just like having her near and close to me...

Making me feel calm and so on, when i feel pressured, i know i can count on her to cheer me up^^. To me she is so wonderful, a blessing to my physical state and mind, but some say its a curse to have something so good nearby but unable to take the next step further... Its both painful and yet still calming....

Thursday, April 10, 2008

We lost but we won in spirit!

Haiz after all that practicing i was expecting to win. But there was a change of opponents and we lost instead. We were suppose to go against a team by the name Kung Fu Dunk, but ended up going against Team Labuan. They were well coordinated and i suspect that there were from the same school team... Normal street ball team would never had a chance against these guys but we held on. The final score was 21-16 points. We lost by a mere 5 points only.... T_T

It was a tiring game. We were totally exhausted after the match, Even Raggy's team did not make it to the next round. They lost by 2 points only, 8-6. But Ren Bing's team, Snipe, stood out greatly by getting a extremely high pointed win. They won the other team by 27 points, 31-4. Well they aren't arts streams best for nothing!!! Well at least 1 out of 3 teams made it to the semi-finals.


Anyway, I was one of the first five to get on the court to play against team Labuan. those who joined me were, Kar Wai, Zhen Hui, Yi Wei, Chee Hong ( Panda ). We didn't manage it quite well at the beginning but it went ok.

It was a very tense 1st 10 mins, i was hit by a guy from the opposing team, my glasses flew and i think i might have injured a rib bone, coz it hurt a lot after awhile. The next half was however much more tiring. We scored more during the 2nd half though. Kar Wai got in 2 3-pointers and 1 2-point shot.

I had my chances too when i was playing to score, there was one moment that i still remember clearly until now even after the game has ended. There I was running towards the 3-point line undecided if i should do a lay up or just shoot the 3-point. I made up my mind to do the layup because it was empty down the lane. Half way through the layup I wanted to pass the ball but out of the tense moment there, I heard her voice loud and clearly from the side lines calling out my name...so I went on with the layup! And can you believe it, I actually scored!!! Well it was a first for me as i usually play on the 3-point line and seldom did layups coz i cant run that well...But with her call and a sudden feel of power, agility and support from her, I went with the layup. I felt so happy! :)

It wasn't my only shot though, I tried another layup awhile later but this time gt rammed and missed.. As expected, Kar Wai performed extremely well. Lik Nang didn't have his form today but still scored a shot. Panda and Yi Wei did well in rebounding and scoring too. We lost, but at least we lost with style and pride of holding off for so long against such a powerful team...


I'm proud of all my teammates we did well today. I would also like to thank all those who came to support us.

Thank You to all who supported us and all my fellow teammates. I had a great time and I think You Did too! Once more I say:

Thank You!!

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Best basketball practice in months!!!

Today we started practice a bit late due to the rain...no transport and some other things...

But never mind about that. We had a great time practicing. Besides me, there was Zhen Hui, Jae Son, Panda, Lik Nung, You Yen, Sze Teng, Jia Wen, Ragy and our mental supporters ant & Su Hsiang~~~ I think is about it^^

We played for about 2hrs i think, dead tired though. played 3vs3 at first then shot some more shots, played a full court game and shot more shots! Lik Nung is a great player though as he says he hasn't played basketball in years XD. Everybody played very well and i think this is the best practice I ever had so far ^.^v

It was fun and enjoyable, dead tired now though~~~ Fell asleep in the taxi that I was in.. Was so tired~~~ Still so tired... Wanted to write in then go sleep but Wei Yen said got things to tell me so have to stay online untill she finishes what she has to say! Yawn... Feel like sleeping d...snore...Zzz....Zzzz

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Saturday's worse performance

Me and my team lost like duno wad...
Cant blame them lar..got girls mar...opponent all guys...
Captain ball the score was 22 to 2 we lose...

Nvm abt dat, TA's team won the trophy for Foundation in ARTs....

Futsal sucked big time, sheng wang thought dat if he talked to the opponents b4 the game to ply softer he was wrong!!!!! They played normally n injured us guys... Lucky we had Janesh(hope i spelled it correctly xp) he saved a lot of goals.... Thx man. But we still losted, coz the reff was baised, gt goal say no goal, they foul say no foul, we no foul he say gt foul! Idiot! I gt injured in the 1st round already. Got squashed by 3 science guys, no foul! Nearly broke me ankle...

2nd match was damn insulting! They purposely own goal or kick against themselves... NO respect man, even though know sure win also play lar properly! We know we gonna lose but we still tried our best to play.. Well at least me n the girls did... Sheng wang completely gave in didn't even try properly simply play.....

We are guys mar... wan lose also lose with dignity lar.... He make us lose face leh as guys!!!! @#!% It was a brutal game when seng yu and his team went against them... it was more like kicking people than kicking the ball...! Subs were brought in every few minutes because current playing members were being injured and needed rest... In the end nearly all the Arts stream people went into the game to play!! Still lost anyway many injured mentally as well as physically, Kai FU went out with an injured knee, some over strained their muscle causing cramps.... It was like after a battle, no a war more likely...

Injured lying here and there... Got 2nd place, still better than nothing though~~~
Dead tired...No mood go sunway also...The people that mattered also not there to go with me...

Went home in the rain... it felt good...but it was teporary only afterwards all the pain and other things came crashing back down on me.... Haiz.....Lost all mood... was a bit high tempered that whole night...lucky could talk with little piggy to let some stress go..it nice to talk to her...know how to de-stress people by talking... I say thx to her....

That's about it i guess...Still tired...Monday sure die d....
I hope tuesday gt time for us go practice basketball cause the match is on thursday....Really want to win this time...3rd place also never mind...

Wish myself luck then...Good night for now...=.=~~~haiz...

Friday, April 4, 2008

Blogs & Forums for TB & TC students

TB 2's forum is : tb2forever.bigforumpro.com

TB 1, TB 2, TC 1's Blog: http://tb1tb2tc1.blogspot.com ( P.word n ID i'll gv on monday)