Update

Promised an update but dunno wad to write~~~

brain dead

and currently still have images in my head

the black and the white

a perfect match

to appear vibrant and beautiful

attempted to look as grand

but i dun think i reached the effect...

my formal shoe rosak....

tumpang daryl help buy shoe glue...

cant afford to get a new one at the present~~~

2moro

at 1pm....

i'll take a trip with stippie and nelson,

to town we will go to buy our KTM tickets home...

and to have lunch and have our favorite ais kacang at the usual stall....

thats all there is for tonites update~~~

XD

Count down to the stinking presentation....

"Bloody hell!!!" quoted from RON, of the novel HARRY POTTER.

Rain

it has rained thrice today....

how i wish it were that of a thunderstorm

a huge wave of rain

torrents of water,

crashing down upon the earth which I stand,

little rain has no meaning,

it does not have the power to wash away all tears,

it cant wash away sorrow and sadness

it cannot wash away the feelings of loneliness.

A thunderstorm cant do any of the above either,

but,

it can temporary wash away everything,

the spray of rain on my face,

on my body,

seeping into my hair,

numbing me to block out all negativeness.

How I wish there were a thunderstorm,

to help clear my mind of any troubles,

I miss the feeling of standing in a thunderstorm.

The sense of relief after being washed by the rain,

Maybe the LORD created rain just to help people get over their troubles,

be it a drought or just troublesome feelings,

the rain can temporary wash away the despair.....






the meaning and translation of this piece is based up to your own understanding, which may or may not be the same as what I orriginally meant it to be~~~ Different ppl have different oppinios and views

^^

Random~~~

she mesmerizes me...yet the feeling is different....it's definately "like" not "love"....

but

with her status unknown and with charming beauty....

I know for a fact there are guys who thinks she's cute and hot....

and do wanna date her....

but i dont...

well not yet....

i'm being honest...

just like how things are going now....

its fun^^

but .....

they ask:

is she available.....or has she been taken....?

cannot answer lar....

i oso duno....

go ask her lar....maybe she'd tell u guys....

ask me no use...

i dunno...

cuz i no interest in finding out either...

wad i've got now...

its enough...

best wash away horrible negative memories~~~

fill the empty spaces with new good memories with everyone( minus the short skirt girl )

Why studying phonetics is irrelavant

well my previous post can answer this...

if we all wrote in phonetics, most of us would rather not type at all.

took me 2 and 1/2 hours just to type the whole piece...damn stupid!

A piece in phonetics...........hope I didn't get the symbols wrong...

lʌv ɪz lʌv, laɪk ɪz laɪk,
ɪts tuː 'dɪf.ə(ɹ).ənt ˈfiːlɪŋs.

wɛn juː lʌv sʌmwʌn, ðɛɹ ɪz ðə ˈfiːlɪŋ ʌv wɑntɪŋ tu bi wɪð ðæt ˈpɜː(r)sən. lʌv meɪ kʌm ɪn ˈmɛni 'dɪf.ə(ɹ).ənt fɔːms, bʌt ðə wʌn aɪd laɪk tu tɔːk əˈbaʊt təˈdeɪ ɪz əˈbaʊt gaɪ - gəːl lʌv / laɪk. [ ɪl tɔːk əˈbaʊt ðɪs topic frʌm a gaɪs pɔɪnt əv vjuː , soʊ gəːls, doʊnt kɪl mi wɪl ju?]

wɛn a gaɪ lʌvs a gəːl, heɪ: juːʒʊəli rˈɛm.bəs ˈɛv.ɹi ˈsɪŋgl dɪˈteɪl əˈbaʊt ðə gəːl, wʌt ʃi laɪks, wʌt hɜː(ɹ) preferences ɑɹ, ænd soʊ ɔn. heɪ: wɪl rˈɛm.bə stəf ˈivən ʃi ˈkænɒt rˈɛm.bə seɪŋ. heɪ: wɪl lɔŋ tu bi wɪθ hɜː(ɹ) , tu hæv hɜː(ɹ) bi: hɪz side. ðɪs ɪz falling in lʌv. fɔɹ gəːlls, haʊ they view lʌv? Well find a gəːls blog which has this topic....I seriously still don't know haʊ gəːls judge lʌv. Hope ðɛɹ will be one after I post this. Because most gaɪs ɑɹ completely blank on haʊ a gəːls mind works.

Now towards laɪkɪŋ sʌmwʌn.

wɛn a gaɪ laɪks a gəːl, it doesn't mean heɪ: has a crush or ɪz in lʌv with ʃi. It can just be brother-sister lʌv, that ɪz not true lʌv....but might lead tu it, if the situation ænd variables ɑɹ right(sounds like doing experiment :P ). wɛn this happens and the gəːl is older, ðə gaɪ tends to be unusually playful or acts not of his age. heɪ:ɪl fool around with hɜː(ɹ), irritate hɜː(ɹ) a bit, laɪk how a younger brother irritates hɪz elder siblings. If ðə gəːl is younger, then ðə situation might be in vice-versa, heɪ:ɪl act as the mature elder.

lʌv seldom forms overnight, it takes patience ænd time. Not all "laɪks" ripen into "lʌv". sʌm never even progress from "laɪk".

soʊ my fellow readers, can juː tell ðə 'dɪf.ə(ɹ).ənt if your classmate has a crush on your friend, or ɪz it just a playful laɪkɪŋ?


It's in incomplete phonetics, cuz if i put anymore in, i'd die from typing...and i wont noe wad the in the world I myself wrote... So this is the end product.



To, non-phonetics and phonology students, dont attempt to read this, u'll just not get it and laugh ur ass off... hahha

Luke's Lecture: a Comedy by Dante

There shouldn't be any class today,
Yet here we are, incomplete in number
To listen to what Luke has to say.
While some have gone off into deep slumber
And also a good number who hunger,
Yet it is a class none would relish;
For their assignments are unfinished.

The class was boring, atmosphere cold;
The number of slumberers has increased.
We are all learning poets of old
Whose motor functions and minds have long ceased;
As we all listen on, our foreheads creased.
Now he's telling us, "Talk to the dead,"
We do not care; we long for a bed!

The third hour is finally reached,
Our class is decimated in number.
By Luke's teachings our minds are all bleached;
None of us, none at all, remain sober;
Thank God we are not required to labour.
All are now minding their own business;
Some taking sleep to be their mistress.



This poem was created by my classmate this morning in class. He has asked me to blog it for him, because he doesnt own a blog. All credits to him.

dæm ðæt bɪtʃ

I really hate her adi...dat no dress sense, no sense and logic, no brained idiot!! Even if a person is fat oso dun loud loud say for whole street to hear lar!! Totally impolite...if there werent other people around, i would have let loose my fury upon dat idiotic girl....

She darn stupid...dress code says cannot wear geh, she go wear all those against the rules geh, and ask why people stare at her...memang gt people stare at her lar...where gt people wear like that geh in uni's...(not counting the "LALA[they oso dun dress like her]" & the "chicken"). So transparent that anyone can tell wad she's wearing underneath.

Somemore where got people wear the same clothing for 5 days continuously? Not smelly wan meh? i wear 2 days oso beh tahan adi... Always ask stupid and over private questions... Bu zhi chou de nu ren! The girl doesnt know what shame is...

I tell you ar...that girl really gets on my nerves...i think i know some of the lecturers also feel the same way. She asks irrelevant questions and talks crap. Shut up for 10minutes oso cannot...

If my patience was that of my father's, long ago i already scold her lor! But today, she went over the line...she was lucky that there were other people around(jiejie included), if not, she dead! I hate using my temper/rage, but towards shameless idiots like her, my patience is limited.... She's stepped way over the line and my patience is at its wit's end....

Next time this happens again, and there are no one around(except dai lou lar...which she always stick with and delusions herself that she and him are still a couple, though just unofficial....[this is rubbish according to him and i trust him] ) then i'll tembak her to the max!









PS: Sorry about the tittle, its vulgar i know......tried not to swear in this post...not good if I did.











Readers from EL Y1 S1, u noe lar who im reffering to. No nid put in name.

ARGH~~~

Aiyor... y no cc in kampar here easy let me curi game geh?.....

What my birthday means....according to an app on Facebook...

You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem Your Love. Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. You are a romantic and loyal lover.

My greatest strengths: Optimistic, brilliantly sociable and motivated to win the best in life.

to play it i think this is its link:

What my birthday means:

After singing Starry Starry night, had the urge to Sing Seasons In the Sun..by Westlife.....What's up with me?

"Seasons In The Sun"

[Kian:]
Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees

[Bryan:]
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time

[Shane:]
Goodbye Papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

[Mark:]
Goodbye papa it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I'll be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone

[Nicky:]
Goodbye Michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground

[Shane:]
Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

[All:]
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone

Starry, starry Night by Don McLean - suddently felt like listening and singing this song....

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

We caught Thursday's Dinner!!!!!

Here I am with the medium - little fish(uneadible...too small to cook)
Man...I hate catching small fish...I wanna catch the big ones for dinner...

This is the fish Daryl caught for Thursday night dinner...
Its a "Fei Zhou Yu" also known as a "Telapia" (duno spelling correct or not... :P)
Anyway, keeping it alive in a pail in his bathroom...got air pump n stuff...
Thursday going Heng ???(duno name of da restaurant) to cook and eat it....deep fried?steamed?
duno er~~~ we decide later...

LATE Dedication - - - - 13mins b4 Valentines Day end

My classmate Dante, would like to dedicate this song to all those guys/girls who "1 leg in left boat, 1 leg in right boat" on this very night.

IOSYS: Make Us Your Brides [English Subtitles]

just click the tittle to view the video.

The HUGE Valentines Day post [dun hv a better name]

Well, boys and girls, it's that time of the year again...yup the month where most of us get all lovey-dovey... It's Valentines Month. A brief History of how this celebration can to be:

February has been a month of romance for as long as anyone can remember. It's the month associated with Valentine's Day celebrations. Time and time again, we've heard the name St. Valentine being uttered before us in this season of love. But just who is this St. Valentine? Why is this month associated with love and romance? Learn about St. Valentine, how Valentines day came into practice as it is today. The origin of this lovers day goes back as early as 270 A.D [wow its been around for around 1739 years!!!] and started with the clash between a kindly priest and a mighty ruler. To know more, kindly go to : http://www.theholidayspot.com/valentine/history_of_valentine.htm or http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valentine%27s_Day

Its a bit too long for me to type it all out...I prefer using my own words...well most of the time anyway

On this very day, boys tend to confess their love to the opposite sex, though in this generation, I believe there are those who confess to the same sex... To some this day is a day to celebrate an anniversary of a year or more's love. To some, this is a day of sadness, having lost a previous love on this day, or during this month. To others, it's just another day for some extra shut eye. I've been thru the 1st 3...but so far not the last one...

Anyways, this is a happy, joyous day for some yet there are those who feel lonely and left out, or just out of place during this celebration. For those who lost love during this month or *touchwood* on this day, its time to move on, no point lingering on this...you've been ligering on this for a year atleast, move on, find happiness. For those who are planning to propose / confess, calm down, have a good nights rest, dress to your best and with a deep breath, say what you've got to say. To those who *touchwood* get rejected today, never mind, you can always try again next year. To those who dont give a rats fart that its Valentines Day, shut up and go back to bed..haha...

I've spent a week trying to find some nice videos of / for Valentines day. I wont embed it into the post because it'll make my blog lag its ass off and when you readers try to watch the clip, it'll mostlikely lag your asses off..hahaha...not joking...its seriously lag!

Here are the links to the clips(just copy paste into browser...sry if inconvinient...i dun wan to slow the blog down):

Love Story and A nice song:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUBJjcgPOhQ&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=691aqVvgAVc&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ci11Gb23ttc

For those who are going to ask for a date this 14th:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-B7b8puET0&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nITj139XaWc&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czyI2I-AlrU&feature=related
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSOHZJXG20Y&feature=related
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5xJcBp-XwA&feature=related
6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLFI4F1F26I&feature=related
7. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oq1KFpW_hjE&feature=related
8. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rimS3YGDXOg&feature=related
9. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cg_OAqQE6No&NR=1
10. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4okq3weu9wQ&feature=related
11. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=am03aQSAQgY&feature=related

For those who are together this 14th:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-k6i4o43S5M&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHsO0MMj_xo&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igIAsZM2RHw&feature=related
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4l9nvjWIlE&feature=related
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSSVgTrPwX4&feature=related

Couples apart or for some reason cant be together this Valentines Day:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irPZn0DtSFw&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtML8huoWLA&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaAjlgHw6NY&feature=related
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWYDF51m7s0&NR=1
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qnYwN7O6XY
6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAyfO_6yeLs&feature=related

Those whos boyfriend or girlfriend got stolen(dah lari) :
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdBj5PG2EVk&feature=related
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCzchQM3SlA&feature=related

For those who lost love on the 14th :
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBKQqQj67tc&NR=1 [this is the best one - also tells u which song nt to dedicate on radio]
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMzW-2t8KFI&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDPFanSzPnI&feature=related
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8glCPEWFoxU&feature=related
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WiUYxRvUIM&feature=related
6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwNMYd5yjtg&feature=related
7. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KeoNanhtZkA

I've got a friend(girl) who asked me to help her dedicate this video clip to a certain guy. To avoid any trouble, I wont put their names down :
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ce79wy1QRdc&feature=related

These are the clips that I've been watching nightly for a week to prepare for this post. Hope u enjoy it. ^^

Next up, 4 poems which I have created in this week. 2 of them from my past. Un-cut, un-edited, the original form of my poems:

Valentines Day
Fresh air, sunshine and morning dew
Greets the Month of Love with warmth.
Love is in the air,
Love is in everyone,
Love, the upmost importance in the mind and hearts of men.

Lightning, Thunder and Rain,
Greets the Month of Love with despair and gloom,
Lost love for some,
Lost hearts for others,
Love losts upon this day, leaves the deepest scar in a person.

Different thoughts,
Different memories,
Brings joy as well as hauntings,
To people this Valentines Day.

created by Brian Woon
on
12th Feb 2009

Count Down to Valentines Day
Dawn, on the eve of Valentines Day,
Excitement and anxiety grips lovers around the world.

Noon, on the eve of Valentines Day,
Feelings of joy and happiness exploding left right center.

Sunset, on the eve of Valentines Day,
Lovers cant wait to celebrate bathing in the sunset's golden rays.

Twilight,
The anxiety,
A sleepless night,
In anticipation of a grand day t'morrow.

created by Brian Woon
on
13th Feb 2009

Valentine
My heart has made up its mind,
And I'm afraid it's you.
Whatever you've got lined up,
My heart has made it's mind up,
And if cant be signed up
This year, next year will do.
My heart has made up it's mind, And I'm afraid it's you.

created by Brian Woon
on
(cant remember when, but i believe i wrote this for a poem competition back in form 4[?])

The Night of a Full Moon

The full moon,
A round and beautiful scene,
High above in the deep blue sky,
Clouds moving towars it,
Like dragons chasing after a ball of fire.

My beloved,
She is as beautiful as the moon,
Many guys including me,
Chase after her,
Like the dragons high above.

On this day I hope,
That,
I would be the one to reach her first,
Out flying all competition.

She will be mine,
As I will be her's,
For all eternity.

created by Brian Woon
in my early days of poetry writing(2005?)

This post may be 4 hours late, but i have completed it. I could not include a short essay like i promised to some, I applogise on that. I already am at my limit. I cant write no more.... hope you enjoy the videos as well as my poems.

Do drop a comment^^....

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
TO EVERYONE
ESPECIALLY
ALL THOSE
COUPLES
OUT
THERE.

~~~~ Thats all folks ~~~~
~~~ Good Night ~~~

My hororscope for today

Daily Overview: February 12, 2009

TAURUS

April 20-May 20

Explore the world of art today -- even if it's all online. Your eye for beauty is keen and needs to be used more, so you can more easily get your sense of place and come back down to reality.

Daily Single's Love: February 12, 2009

TAURUS

April 20-May 20

You're feeling a bit greedy with your time lately. And why not? You're committed to way too many things. It's okay to say no to the serious stuff and yes to romance and fun. Relax and kick back. Call up an old flame or a new interest, and get it on!

(Nt working leh..ask 3...either busy or dah taken....)

Waiter: Table for how many people sir?
Me: Table for one.
Waiter: !!!! Todays Valentines Day sir. We only serve couples....
Me: Oh Damn...I forgot all my dates were busy...
Waiter: Never mind sir. We have catered a special area for bachelors and singles.
Me: Oh you did?
Waiter: Yes. This way please.
Me [after scanning the people at that area...nerds...idiots...]: no thx....i think i'll go buy a pack of candles and ta pao a steak for myself...
Waiter: ........

This is wad i think will happen if i go to any of those cosy high class places for dinner...if this happen at mamak stall, i'll burn the place down!!!

As for the huge post i promised...i'll start it tonight...

=.='''

=.=''' erm...really dun wan meh...

@.@ !!!! WHAT?!

T.T huuu~~~~huu~~~

dat was my expression when i asked the 1st one...

v ^.^v hey u free this saturday? Wanna go hv dinner with me? Just as friends...

Next day....

^.^ v hey so how abt it? u coming?

after her answer....

-.- er....

^.^ awww come on..it'll b fun...i found this nice n nt too pricey place to eat at...nice atmosphere n all...

after she considered somemore..still no...

=.=...! hmmm....

get into room adi....

T.T waaaaa........

~.~ sniff.....writing this post...

Fishing Tales

Woke up at 7.30am 2day...wanted to play basketball...but the court was packed so din ply..continued sleeping...den woke up again at around 8.30am...prepare to go fishing with Daryl, Steppi and Nelson.

9.30am - began to fish using handlines...used bread as bait....
10am ++ - ada ikan bite...small fry..
11am ++ - me n steppi caught a bt 4 fishes each..total 8...Daryl got 1 too...(all small fishy) he wanted big one so din waste time trying get small fishy
11.30am - went with Daryl to fish shop buy weights and worms for fishing...
1pm - lost my dark glasses to the lake...
1.30pm - last throw...for the morning session...(if din end soon we become charcoal lor!!! me n Daryl sunburn adi...)

2pm - went to Heng Yip for lunch, cuz thr gt free flow of iced tea..

after lunch, popped by Daryl's place to help him with his assignment...

6pm - went out for round 2 of fishing this time with live prawns as bait...

gt another 7 fishes...Steppi gt the biggest one again...lucky fella..i think da fish was 7.5inch..but better than nth..

thunderstorm approaching..but it din rain...**** made me rush down my dinner...scare rain..

typing this post while preparing the outline for VALENTINES DAY POST... DO LOOK FORWARD TO THIS..... I'll mostlikely post it on the night of the 13th or on the morning of the 14th.. Should be my best ever post..[if the coding(html..bla bla bla) doesnt kill me...]

Anyway..here are some pics of the fishie we caught:







Steppi caught this fish, but we all took a photo with it anyway..his bigest catch...none of us gt any bigger fish to show off...well nt this time anyway...



PS: LOOK OUT FOR THE EVE OF VALENTINES or VALENTINES DAY POST!!!!

Messed up...

With my friends & buddies now right here in UTAR, Kampar...yet I still feel sort of lonely...seriously..this aint a joke....maybe its bcuz there are no memories to hold me to my home. My family is what one can call as peaceful...an outsiders view of my family says that we hv such a nice family...but reality...is far from what it may appear to be... In earlier posts...i have revealed much about my family...though based on my point of view...i am fair in what i say..no over exaggerations....

I now ask: "How can a person wif no good memories of being at home with his/her family be able to miss home or get homesick....?" Its impossible....to have nth to to hold u back and miss home...its something really lonely i think.... How a person may appear in public, with friends and enemies... does not really reflect to how that person really feels deep down inside....

A person like this...can only hope to find peace among his friends...buddies...heng dais.... If friends are scrace... Nth is left for him.... wandering along daily...just living for the sake of living...no meaning.... No memories to brag abt...I hear ppl saying.."oo...i did dat with my family too" ; "yeah..it was fun esp with my family"... I cant say those things sincerly...i lie or maybe just exagerate on what really did happen on that occasion, which other may brag abt...

Impossible for one with nth but sad memories of home to be homesick or miss home.... A lonely shell, cast upon the world... Who da heck will miss arguing with parents or siblings?!? I tried my best to make some memories b4 i came back to kampar, during dat cny break...but it was a disaster...nt only did i not manage to make any good memories... further more, i think my relationship with my dad and brother may have just got worse...

I'm only home for a week and my bro has to show attitude for the whole week i'm home...dad and aunt..both stubborn idiots...i do things my way..nt theirs..little error shout n scream and scold...heck dat aint memories i want!!!! Its been a rather unhappy week for me...CNY is suppose to be fun and games...for me it was like a living hell...My aunt would nt let me leave the gambling table till i lost everything i had...

Haiz.... So far I dont know anyone yet who like me do not feel homesick or have good enough memories to long for home....

thats abt it for now...need rest...hate morning classes...last minute tell us gt class... fucking idiots man UTAR...within 3 days can change timetable 3 times... mana ada so sohai geh uni...cheap is one positive point...but WTF!!! anyway...gd nite...feeling darn messed up...