The spoied will always be spoilt,
The busybody will always be busybodies,
The proud forever shrouded in pride....
The humble will always be modest,
The timid will always be shy,
The gentle forever behind a veil of warmth....
The loser will someday win,
The poor will someday be rich,
The hardworker will someday recieve the fruits of his labour....
Live life positively,
Discard all negativeness,
Enjoy yourself...
A breath of spring,
Warm And soothing,
A new day, a new shoot,
The spring is the best for a new relationship.
The breeze of autumn,
Short, warm and crisp,
Love lasts as the breeze lasts,
Sharttering when the breeze turns to freeze.
The winter storm, the winter gales,
So cold and unforgiving,
Not for the faint hearted,
The winter is the time to recover and to forget....
My pet dog, Jordan just died yesterday morning.... he died after suffering a stroke the day before....
T.T
I liked him lots...but he has left us all... he just collapsed and had difficulty breathing according to my mum... I was in class when it happened...
Sad....really sad...losing another family member really is depressing....T_T....haiz...one prob after another...
Goodbye Jordan...
We're all gonna miss you...
Your life and times with us we will never forget...Its been a happy 8years... and ur b'day was on its way... :'(
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I'm really going to miss you...
Here is the original lyrics:
If your happy and you know it clap your hands, *clap* *clap*
If your happy and you know it clap your hands, *clap* *clap*
If your happy and you know and you really want to show it
If your happy and you know it, then clap your hands! *clap* *clap*
Now here is the lyrics to the one my bro made... :
If your happy and you know it masturbate,
If your happy and you know it ta fei gei,
If your happy and you know and you really want to show it
If your happy and you know it, then masturbate!
Created by: Arthur Woon
Posted by: Me
Copyright to him please...
Last night before sleeping, 3 versions of the a poem came to me...so i wrote them down on paper...now post in blog~~ take all as the same poem of take it as 3...doesn't matter to me^^
1st version (original that came to my mind - no edit)
With the wave of my hand,
My time is at it's end.
Where thoughts lie,
My life lies.
With a wave of my hand,
My life is at it's end.
Where souls linger,
My soul lingers.
With the wave of my hand,
Everything came to an end.
Time's up, it's time to go,
It's time for me to go where all lost go.
2nd version (edit some parts after re-reading it)
With the wave of the hand,
The end is in the hand.
Where thoughts lie,
The thoughts lie.
With the wave of the hand,
The life is at it's end.
Where souls linger,
The soul lingers.
With the wave of the hand,
Everything comes to an end.
Time's up, it's time to go,
It's time to go to where all lost go.
3rd version (last edit)
With the wave of a hand,
Time is at it's end.
Where thoughts lie,
Life itself lies.
With a wave of a hand,
A life is at it's end.
Where souls linger,
A soul lingers.
With the wave of a hand,
Everything came to an end.
Time's up, it's time to go,
It's time to go where all lost go.
I never want to stay at the new house in Puchong ever again....at least not until the house has proper beds, bathrooms, living room and TV set.... Damn boring....
It was my brother's idea to stay there last night...so I thought since i had a tough day at bowling, why not go there for some R&R... But R&R isn't what it seems... !st the metal frame for the bed was missing a piece, so my bro took the complete set and i had to sleep on the floor...as though my back didn't hurt enough.... I'm hurting from my waist down... after 60 consecutive frames of bowling i think any armature bowler like me will be in pain...
Then the lunch just now at TESCO, PUCHONG was even more horrifying.... there were ants in the soup that my bro ordered... and the fu yong dan + rice that i ordered tasted like it had been keep for days and just heated up.... My mum then ordered some drinks, a soursop ice blended was nice, but the ais-kacang and cendol tasted like it had roach kill in it... yuck.... feel soo disgusted..
That was the worse i had ever eaten from a food court before....blek!
Bad lunch, bad house....not really the R&R i was thinking of... now my injuries seem to have doubled in pain....cant walk much and my bowling hand is still a bit numb from yesterday....
Thank GOD i am home now...time for some real R&R..... Thats all for now~~~ Bye Bye and have a nice day^^
To all those who like to add salt on peoples wounds,
Cant u leave ppl alone??? Other people's stuff aint your concern... so shut the fuck up!! U wanna say something to me come find me like a man... Dont hide behind stupid pc and talk crap!!!!
COME FACE ME U BLOODY RETARDS!!!! CHICKEN SHITS WHO DON'T DARE COME OUT FROM BEHIND MOTHER'S SKIRT FOR A FIGHT!!!!! FUCKING IDIOTS WILL ALWAYS BE FUCKING IDIOTS!!!!
Sorry to su hsiang...in my anger i've hurt ur feelings...please accept my apology..... sorry....
I was damn mad just now when i wrote it....so sorry...
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
NO..I don't take revenge...dun like doing it anyways...my reaction would be.....(depend on situation)
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a happy and meaningful life with a nice little family of my own...(thinking very far ahead..XD)
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Anyone who pisses me of this week....(17-11-08 ~ 23-11-08)
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Get myself a nice new laptop(hi-end type), buy my dad a new car(BMW?), get my mum a proper desktop, send them on a trip round the world then with the remaining $$$ invest it^^ so million can become billion again...(dreaming...)
5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
Depends on which best friend ur asking about...if guy then memang NO lar...if girl...c if reach my requirements or what my feelings are lor...
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are the same...loving someone brings joy to them, being loved by someone brings joy to oneself..
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as it takes...can be 1 month, 3 months, 5months....etc...but if that person get married then suan liao lor...
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Get over it and move on...
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
My gf or my heng dai's(original 3 anyways...)
10. Will you invite Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Yes....we got to be open minded to be able to live peacefully...
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
Working in a school or uni somewhere in this wide wide world...
12. What's your fear?
What I fear is fear itself....no defined/definite form of fear...
13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Slam my alarm clock shut then put my glasses on...
14. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes..if the relationship really is present(which currently isnt...)
15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Never happen before yet so cant answer...
16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends.................................................................on............................................................(yes u guessed the answer)...................................................situation......................................................
17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
In a relationship...single life isnt really good...
18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess,...
Are u high or something?? Friend stop dreaming!!! Its only 6.35pm now!!!
If I love a person, I dont care about anything else....only that person matters to me...not status or anything...
I grabbed this tag to waste my time....so i tag whoever wanna take this....
zzz...seems like i've over used my mental and spiritual energy reserves...body not tired but soul and mind all very low on strength... the last time this happened was somewhere around the ending of 1st sem... zzz....its happening too frequently...what da heck is wrong here....
I think cuz fighting da sickness and handling some other issues made me extra tired.... I'm almost fully well now though...no cough or flu or fever...Just dead tired...my soul is anyway...body doesnt want to sleep but soul and mind does...so when these clash... i lagi more tired... haiz...
ytd fell asleep right on the floor in da tv room...i remember just sitting down then....*black* duno wad happen....woke up around 6.45pm++ sleeping on the floor...zzz...stumbled upstairs and fell flat on my bed and continue to sleep... den at night cannot sleep....body energy level - 99% ; mental/spiritual/soul energy level - below 10%
sleep wont increase its amounts...but i cant remember wad did restore mine the last time...haiz....sesat betul.... Low energy = bad mood = negative thoughts/actions begin to arrive = MANY MORE PROBLEMS (as if i not enough at the moment)....
well this is all for now...beh tahan adi....but body no wanna sleep....help~~
Lately got hooked on RO (Private server lar) cuz sien wit maple adi...no kaki ply dat oso...RO oso less lar but at least ada... Now hunting for new game dat is in English only...if BC de den wun ply cuz no understand....
Got any ideas? Can share plz... I'm looking for a game that i can even play while in Kampar next year~~~
Yesterday it rained....in Puchong. . . . when i just finished washing my mum's car... what a pain... I even pollished the car. . .
My mum said she needed to go to the new house to do some gardening work and neneded me to wash her car in exchange, i could go and drive the car(without her in it) after i washed it~~ Well reasonable deal then...
My bro said he wanted to help me too~~ But actually he only washed 1/2 the car, got bored with playing the water and soap and left to help my mum with gardening.... As expected... <<< This process was 1/2hour long...
I cleaned the remaining parts of the car, dried it then got a pail of water and a cloth to start scrubbing of the stains on the body of the car...took me about 1/2hour on this... Once i got all the stains of, i applied RAINX on the front and back windshields..It helps make the rain slip of the windshield when driving... Then I began working on the interior.... vaccuming the whole interior, including the air-cond filters, seats and carpet floor mats in the car.....
I also wiped all the windows from the inside...In 1 1/2 hours the car was spotless and in 1/2 an hour after...it wasnt... stupid rain... It rained so badly even the lake near the house over flowed its banks... lucky no flood... My hard work....all washed away by the rain....sob... T.T
@.+ was dead tired liao.... went to sleep and slept for an hour then my mum woke me and said it was time to leave..zzzz stupid rain.... I dont wash car or think about washing car then it wont rain.... If i do then it rains.... horrible luck..
Well thats all for now~~ Byebye
No mood...
Lost inspiration...
Very tired...
Lazy...
Dunno wan write about wad....
Nth happening so nth to write...
Going broke adi....
Lacking of $$$
Worrying cuz nt enough $$$....
So no mood write in blog...
Damn it...last night sometime around 3am, i started coughing, went to take a piece of tissue to cover my mouth while coughing...then what the hell!! Got blood...then i tasted blood of course...damn it..cough untill got blood....
Then this morning went to see doctor before coming....(Family Doctor = my neighbour's nephew) He also was puzled as to why the medication he gave me still isnt working...Now in total I've been sick for abt a month ... He say maybe is external factors like there are germs in the air or maybe a even more personal reason behind why my body aint healing...
When I asked him to elaborate on the last one he said: "Maybe you've losy your will power to get better, I'm sure if you had the will power to get better, your body will do the rest, so if you need to see a psychiatrist, I can help you set up an appointment with my cousin who works as a psychiatrist." I laughed and asked him if he was doing advertising for his cousin... He told me to continue taking the med and if i do cough up blood again to come and see him again...
Haiz....Now dead sleepy...this is the side effect of the medication...drink adi suppose to put the drinker into a deep sleep, but i got to resist it as much as possible...because still need to attend classes.... Got math lecture later...then followed by a psychology tutorial....all end at 2pm...pengsan~~~
Fairytale and reality....If reality was a fairytale, then my story is one that never seems to end happily ever after....well so far anyways....when ever the plots brings it to a scene where it looks like it gonna b a happy ending after all, the plot thickens and the "Happy ending" becomes just a shadow in the main characters life....
Hope to see more happy endings in other people...at least then i'd know that the world is still in one piece~~~
This restaurant has been open since 4 years ago but i never tried it..cuz i ain't a fan of foreign foods... Mum dragged me along to try the food here... I like the beef and pork...but this place is expensive and I wasn't even 1/4 full....din feel like I ate anything... My family enjoyed it though I wan the only fella hurrying to finish the food and get the heck out of that place...Here are the pics I took before eating~~~ :
Toothpicks that look like matches from afar~~
The pork pieces~~~
The beef being cooked~~~
A weird soup that i din finish cuz i dont like it...
Frying the pork and mushroom~~
Dung Fun + many many many vege and onions
THIS IS THE BEEF THAT I LIKE!!!
Grandma thinking about what to take next~~~ XD
Bro and Mum looking on as the chef fries the pork strips
Mum and Dad...caught dad putting something into his mouth
All the little dishes of vegetables~~
Beef strips on BBQ the chef prepare it for us~~ Smelled nice~~~Today went bowling...even though left not healed yet and tummy still unhappy....tired now here are the results...will post abt the Korean BBQ dinner tomorrow if can...if not then within this week gua~~~
1st game results in team match...sucks!
2nd game better but still suck...no form today but Terk got oo~~~These are the top 10 most irritating excuses that I hate :
1. "I'm sorry I cant join you, transport problem" , then the person who says this goes else where with other people...y cant they just say they got other arrangements??
2. "NO money" , then the person who says this goes else where with other people for shopping or for other things...
3. "Sorry I'm late cuz gt stuck in traffic jam / tire puncture / rain " , it be nice if you told me u'd be late earlier..not 1min b4 the movie / event starts...
4. "Aiyo i forget adi..." after i constantly remind them...
5. "Hmmm?? you got invite me meh?" when there were eye-witness(es) to prove that i did in fact invite that person...
6. "Cant get taxi / bus so not coming" come on what lame excuse is this...especially if that person who says this goes else where...
7. "Sorry i overslept...Last night no slp coz playing game / watch movie / TFK" ....this is a VERY LAME excuse....
8. "Har! 2day meh? I though u meant tomorrow." ok this sucks but dont u noe the dates?! I put so specifically on the invitation text / sms / email / blog post....
9. on the day of the outing/right after i buy tickets for a movie , "sorry ar~~~ i need help me mum/dad/aunt/whoever, do things, cant come..."
10. Will fill this up when I do think of something...
But seriously...number 1, 2 & 9 are those that I totally HATE ! ! !
This post comes after my dunno failed how many times de planned outing....soo many unsuccessful dat i lost count adi...some more now tummy ache...I dont think the korean food agreed with my tummy...ate a lot of the sour-sour vegetables....
Will post abt my 1st Korean food dinner tomorrow...Now not feeling so well.... :( T.T
Words cant express how disappointed I am about today's turnout...all the promises and conformations to coming mean nothing now...
All I can say is that I'm great-full that I've still got good friends around me... Even though she had other stuff to do, Su Hsiang joined me for the movie anyways... Thx...
I dont think i'll be planning another outing again...the past 6 have been disasters.... Let others plan... I'll just go.... No point i plan cuz it dont succeed...or totally deviates from my original plans...
This sucks...my plans suck... havent had an outing going according to my plans in a long long while... Its just simple planning.... Go pyramid, see a movie, have lunch together, go arcade for a bit or bowling then everyone goes home.... How difficult was that????
If gt money go Midvalley then y no money go Pyramid??? Most i asked to go stay nearer to pyramid... I HATE midvalley.... I go there with my family at least once a week!!!! I'M SICK OF THAT PLACE!!!!
And to all those out there planning to watch JAMES BOND, don't bother... It sucks worse than the last one... Waste time and $$$.... Trailer "looked nice" but the actual thing is TERRIBLE!!!! Wont write down spoiler(s) so don't worry....
Found something cute though, a head-rest from ah hsiang car....here's da pic ^^ :
Duno whether its a rat or what~~~ Very cute~~~ hehe~~~ I made its ears/paws flap~~~ hahaha~~~ very cute little pushie~~~ ^^
DATE : 7/11/08
TIME : 12pm leave uni
VENUE : Midvalley
MOVIE TIME : 1.45pm or 2.15pm - Non-student ticket price = RM12
MOVIE TITTLE : Quantum Of Solace(007)
For those coming with me, plz tell me which time suits better so no need rush...got time makan oso... Thx~~
Wasai!! today mass posting~~~ terlalu free and banyak inspiration~~~ anything oso can write~~ hahahah~~~ sot sot adi~~~ must leave some ideas for tomorrow hopefully can remember them so tomorrow can write~~~
Senator Barrack Obama is now President Barrack Obama.....after a landslide victory and his speech at Chicago where i only saw bits of it on CNN just now it seems dat he has won 338 to Mc Cain's 13X.... clearly beaten by Obama...there is still no word from Senetor Mc Cain...
Well the whole world seems to want change....1st there was our country's own election where Barisan lost some of its stronghold areas, and more separatist (DAP/PAS/???) getting into the parliment....well after 50+ years of slow progress, it's time for change...and even the bumiputera and Malays think so....Soon, Pak Lah will step down and Najib will take his place....What a mess..... Hope Najib can do a better job on cleaning this mess up....and Hopefully, Mahathir just shuts up and enjoy his retirement with his family.... He time has passed and I dont understand why he still wants to meddle with the politics...Enjoy lar retirement.....buat apa nak susah-susah? He should know dat he aint as young as before....
Anyways i wont say more on our malaysian politics...dont want to end up like RPK.... I usually dun say/write abt our politics...but sometimes, writing it is inevitable....
Psychology lost to nelson by 3%, even it back with math...I scored 3 % more than he did.... he got 26/40 dat means 26+3=29... which in other words means dat i got 29/40...if i din cancel the equation then can get 1 mark more to reach 30....
Nok ling got full marks...no surprises there....as usual.. I dun like using upward social comparison as its harmful to the mind, body and soul...some say this way is better so we improve....but sacrifising ur health for ur career? That is unreasonable to me! I'd rather compare with ppl who scored lower...healtier for life.... boost self-confidence in a way also...
Any way, thats all for now...might post somethinf again tonight....
不知不觉的，我已失去了自己，也失去了她。。。和她的爱。。。她永远的不会在我身旁了。。。
我要对她说： “ 你对我的爱，我会永远记在心里。你那温柔的双手在我手中的感觉，我永远都不能忘记。 我以太爱你了，我方不开了你，你的离去让我和伤心。。。。表面上，我以方式了和你在一起。。。但是在我心中，我真的是放不了你。。。没有你在我身边，我什么也做不到。。。”
“你是我黑暗中的阳光，是你把我冲黑，暗中带出来。如果你没带我出来，我看，我永远都会在那黑暗中，迷迷糊糊的在顺找出口。。。。”
虽然我们现在不能在一起， 但是，我希望我们永远都可以保持为好朋友。。。在我心中，灵魂里，脑海中，爱你一万年。。。
** 请你读了这片后不要 ignore 我，我只是想写我最近在想什么吧了。。。。你的 ex 男朋友。。。 **
Today feel extra tired...and my darn fever returned...for awhile that is....then was ok till now.... Now dead tired again.... din do much today at home besides downloading lecture notes/tutorials and reading the manga by the tittles : Death Note and Akemetsu(I think this is the spelling anyway)
Later 10.30pm play mahjong with family...play shunag only lar no actual gambling....dat's illegal by the way....even on CNY....bias contry got bias rules...don't u agree??
Anyways...this is all for today...no mood write anything else....
After about 3~4 months no dota this is the result... Cant play decently with a melee hero... get pawned easily... duno lose how many games adi...due to noob gg teammates.... I rusty + they noob = a totally loss game... But this time after 3 games of playing Lich at least can say got get back some feel of the game....
Gt 2nd place..lvl22 - Lich..items are as follow: INT shoe , mekan , blue scepter , butterfly(?? no idea why i bought this) , shiwa... Gt abt 11 kills, died 7 times cuz after my 8th kill, all aim me adi....
<<<<<<<< 2nd place behind Magina
2 kills less than Magina >>>>>>>>>
Hope to play more games soon...WITH NO LEAVERS!! GG many noob leavers....
This was an eventful day for me at bowling.... Broke my personal best and won RM100 for it...
My old record was 144 and i usually averaged about 120++.... But today was my lucky day i guess. Played better than the past 3 rounds i played with the bros - Lim and Terk ~~ Had a great time~~ Terk tried to revert back to playing straight ball but didn't manage it very well...he got on 62 points... Lim for some reason played badly today...usually he is on par with me, but today very far behind...at 80 points.... I scored 159points at 17th place in the competition.....winning myself RM100 in the process...The entry fee was RM5. Its not the main event i wanted to join, my friday competition was postponed to an unspecified date....So just played the mini-event today with the bros~~
Here is the score sheet for as proof :
S = Terk
B = Me
L = Lim
As you can see clearly, I won^^ hahaha~~
:P
I plan on playing on them again next sunday if i still got $$$ after the outing on friday with me buddies of UTAR ~~~~ See if can break the 159point mark ~~~ XD
Thats all for now~~^^
