Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Source of tirednes???

zzz...seems like i've over used my mental and spiritual energy reserves...body not tired but soul and mind all very low on strength... the last time this happened was somewhere around the ending of 1st sem... zzz....its happening too frequently...what da heck is wrong here....

I think cuz fighting da sickness and handling some other issues made me extra tired.... I'm almost fully well now though...no cough or flu or fever...Just dead tired...my soul is anyway...body doesnt want to sleep but soul and mind does...so when these clash... i lagi more tired... haiz...

ytd fell asleep right on the floor in da tv room...i remember just sitting down then....*black* duno wad happen....woke up around 6.45pm++ sleeping on the floor...zzz...stumbled upstairs and fell flat on my bed and continue to sleep... den at night cannot sleep....body energy level - 99% ; mental/spiritual/soul energy level - below 10%

sleep wont increase its amounts...but i cant remember wad did restore mine the last time...haiz....sesat betul.... Low energy = bad mood = negative thoughts/actions begin to arrive = MANY MORE PROBLEMS (as if i not enough at the moment)....

well this is all for now...beh tahan adi....but body no wanna sleep....help~~

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