Feeling of uneasiness

Since this morning I've been having this feeling of uneasiness....

It feels like theres something i should do....

but i cant think of anything at all....

It also feels like theres something missing...

something missing in my life...

that is apparent...

i know whats lacking...

but its affecting me a lot today...

for only THE LORD knows what reasons...

Slightly grumpy...

maybe lack of sleep....

or maybe cuz i'm distracted...

managed to rest on her back for ....

a minute plus plus...

cant forget the feel...

felt great...

all my probs temporarily melted away...

the moment i took my head away...

the feelings of uneasiness returned...

and i've lost count of how many times ive asked her out for a meal...

not just the 2 of us lar...

the dai lou's and others also join....

but duno lar....

always say busy or have other plans ler...

suan lar....

must be persistant...

maybe sometime in the near future...

we will have a meal together...

feeling really unwell now....

inside tummy like got tornado spinning....

headache....

feel like throwing up too....

duno whether its the food i ate or what....

but have been feeling this uneasiness since this morning~~~~

or maybe...

its just that i din have enough sleep...

everynight...earliest oso 1.30am sleep...

recently more towards 2am only sleep....

i wanna chat with her lar~~~

but she dun on9 oso susah~~~

nvr noe when she will online...

no fixed timing~~ XD

dun care lar~~~

patience and persistancy....

well thats all for now....

maybe later update again...

see ada mood or not~~~