Friday, October 31, 2008

Some Songs I Liked Recently

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Dont Worry, Be Happy - Bobby McFerrin

James Bond theme -

` para para sakura - ` Dj Xiia0_deviL




Hehehe~~~

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Life is too short for the wrong jobs~~~~


The four tresures of food that shouldn't be wasted when eating‏

When eating certain food, there are certain parts which seemingly are useless and should be thrown away. In reality, their nutritional value could be higher than the food itself. Check if you have unknowingly wasted these.

Fish Eyes :
Fish eyes, especially Markeral family, contains rich quantity of DHA and EPA which are very rare unsaturated fatty acid. The most beneficial property of these natural substances are their abilities to stimulate human brain cells, improve memory and thinking power, and also very helpful in preventing memory decline, high cholesterol and hypertension diseases. The common notion suggested that eating certain animal parts would strengthen similar body parts of ours, and this has also be proven correct by clinical experiment where fish eyes are concerned: They can help to reduce the deterioration of eyesight.


Fibers of orange or grapefruit peels :
When eating oranges or grapefruit, after removing the peels, do not remove all the fibers that stuck on the fruits. In fact, the fibers contained certain vitamin known as 路丁 [(English term?)], which helps to maintain the elasticity and density of the artery wall, which in turn reduces the danger of bleeding especially the fine arteries. Hypertension patients usually have problem of brain hemorrhage while diabetic patients retina hemorrhage. For people with tendency to bleed, especially old people with tendency of artery hardening, eating fibers of oranges and grapefruit peels is particularly helpful.

Bones :

The nutritional value of bones are higher than that of the meat. Comparing the nutritional values of Pork bones and pork, the bones contain far more protein, iron, sodium and calories than meat. Bones contain 23% more protein than milk powder, 61% more than beef, three time as much as pork and more than double that of eggs. It has abundance of essential minerals that human requires, like 磷脂質 that are needed by the brain, 磷蛋白, 蛋氨酸 for the liver, 氨基酸, vitamins A, B1 and B2, as well as 類粘朊 and 骨膠元 [bone gels?] that are useful for slowing the aging. The best part is, when boiled in soup, its nutritions become more readily absorbed by human body than plant-based food.

Chili Leaves :
Chili leaves contains complete range of 蛋白氨基酸 [amino acid ?]. almost 4 times compared to the chili fruits. It also contains more than double what chili fruits have of 元素硒 , which are anti-cancerous substance. On top of that, chili leaves are rich in calcium, beta carotene, various vitamins and other nutrients. Eating a suitable quantity of chili leaves enhances secreation of digestive juices, improves appetite and are good for indigestions, gastric and stomach discomfort. Regular intake of chili leaves also help in warming body, strengthen liver, improve eyesight, reduce weight and improve beauty. Chili leaves is tasty and can either be cooked alone, frying with meat or making soup.

So don't waste~~~

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Wishes

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND AND ex..
AGNES-san


May all your wishes come true~~

Wish you all the best in everything for years to come~~~~

Hope you like your present....

I would have given you a gift from myself, but its not the complete set yet...Maybe one day after i find the complete set I will give it to you~~~ Sry gt to make you wait a bit for your present~~~ :P

Anyways,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ! ! ! ! ! ! !




Hope You Enjoy This
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Friendship Poems

There are many friendship poems, friendship movies as well as friendship songs.... Writer, musicians and poets...through life they had their inspiration for these works.... A song, a poem of friendship that touches the heart and strengthens the bond between friends.... Here are some poems i found and one which is by me :

Solitude have I to endure,
seemingly held with disclosure.
A fellow left astray,
as yet from yesterday.

Flashing your dainty, disarming smile,
warms my heart every once in a while.
Our longtime kinship
will always bloom with friendship.

It has never been so profound,
a lifetime friend have I found.
Let our friendship be a bond,
which can never be like a dry pond.

Let us not forget the dreams we share,
forever like sisters or brothers we care.
You'll always be a friend to me,
and that's the way it should be.

To view this following piece plz highlight it, for some unknown reason i cant delete its original coding....So it wont appear on my blog's black background....haiz....

You're My Friend, My Companion
Author Unknown

You're...
My friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend,
my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness,
with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there, throughout the years!

Your cheerful smile
Your caressing hand
It's the really simple things
That make your life look so grand

You're a special woman
It's in your eyes
I see the truth
There is no disguise

It's your spirit
Maybe your soul
But my life without you
Would feel painfully old

You've been a true friend
I hope you stay
I would be so very empty
If you ever went away.

I would like to share one of my own but it seems that i cannot find the original nor copies... I wrote it 2 years ago...and in my achieves i cannot find it...All my poems i have only a copy and its original...I keep them in separate places but now after searching both places, i cannot find it yet... I'll post it after i do find it...Hope no one threw it away...if not a great piece would be lost..as no two pieces of a poem are the same...I can write another but it wont be as nice as the original... Will post it if i do find it~~

Anyway, that's all for now~~

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Family

What ever anyone says, family is supposed to be the most important thing in life....I used to believe in this...until recently that is....Since the start of my holidays..no...since even before the start of my sem2 holidays...my family has been through many arguments....I believed family was important until those arguments broke out...everything i knew about families being important shattered....

Elders say to the younger generation: "Respect your elders and your siblings, as once you've lost them they are gone and cannot be called back..." TO HELL WITH THAT!!! I respected my family members....i gave ample respect even to my sibling...what do i get in return? TOTAL DISRESPECT from him.... My parents only have eyes for him and he turn out like this? FUCK him! Arrogant asshole that thinks he can do what ever he want to who ever he wants... Just because he can win races doesnt mean shit in the real world..u dont get promotions for being NO.1 in races, not in the real world...! He treats me like trash when ever he talks with me..."If doesn't respect you, continue to show him respect," thats what my parents say. FUCK them on that!! I do not respect people who do not respect me.

Call it what u want, but i can tell you my family is falling apart no matter what my parents say! My father's pride is nothing! National Coach, so what! My mum being Pandu Puteri leader or something what the hell is that? Why is it more important than trying to make the home a better place to life in? My sibling, To him nothing is more important than winning! If he losses at something he'll go all sour till u let him win! Always like to mix with those who say they are powerful in a certain aspect.... For example: He thought my cousin was a pro in DOTA and CS, so when my cousin was here, he only wanted to team up with him and not me.. End results, i KO'ed both of them...I havent played DotA in many months and yet i beat them hands down....

The time when i need a person closes est was the time she choose to left me....She thought it was the best time...but because of exams i never told her what i was facing at home...she just said use to free time to get on better terms with your family....The day that i had a day of peace was when Nelson followed me on a trip to Kampar and 1/2 of the following day. My parents and sibling hid the war well to that i felt great...I was able to show my bro(Nelson) my house when it was peaceful...but once he left, all hell came back...Its always like this..since many many years ago...when ever the family has guests, all look like angels...once the guest goes, it become hell again...

You may think i'm exaggerating but i can tell u i aint.... In uni, if i dont look stressed or sick, then i've played my part well... To be honest I dunno how long more i can keep this up.... My body is getting weaker..... Its lucky i got more patience training from 2nd bro..if not....i think i would have ran away from home a long long long time ago.... Its just bad you know.... While typing this, my hands are still shaking with anger! I'm sad that my family has become like this.... In 2 and a bit months time, i'll be moving to Kampar for my further studies....I do hope i can have memories that will make me miss my home... but from where i stand now...there is nth but sad memories and stuff i do not wish to carry to Kampar....

This is just sad...a seemingly nice home on the outside actually is hell inside.... I hate this... I dont like to admit that my family has become like this but what can i do...its the truth!!!! I seek peace today but it was ruined by my sibling and mother..... Well got to go...meeting with the brothers at 2nd bro's place at 2pm... i gonna have lunch there too... Didnt want to follow dad cuz if i did he mostlikely will blow up and ask why i cant go there by myself and always need to rely on the family....I dont like being shouted at for not doing anything wrong....Its my mum's fault if she forces me to follow and i've got to take a scolding.. I'm not stupid to get scolded so many times for a mistake that my mum constantly makes....Not today....

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

A tag i willingly took from fishie's blog~~~to past time~~~

I was sick in bed when i saw this on Fishie's blog so i decided just to do it to waste away the time...

1)What's your ambition?
I wanna be a rich, healthy, knowledgeable man! (My mum & aunt says I'm asking for a miracle...) =P

2)Who is more important to you?Friends or Boy/Girlfriend?
For now, friends are more important than a girlfriend....

3)How often do you think of committing suicide?
The last time i though of suicide was 2~3years ago i think...

4)Do you think u have enough confidence?
Depends lar in what~~~

5)How many babies you want?
I hope i can support a family of 3 ppl....1 kid enough...

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. Its posiible in some countries, but in Malaysia, the pollutions to bad to see the stars....

7)What is your goal for this year?
Pass my bloody exams....and go to KAMPAR!!!!

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
No....Cuz i cant seem to keep my gf for more than 3 months....(as some of my "Buddies" constantly remind me....)

9)What's a perfect girl/boyfriend like to you?
She does not need to be 100% Perfect...no one can ever be perfect....

10)What feeling do you love the most?
Being with my close friends, bro's & sis's included. Alone sleeping in my room. I LOVE the smell or freshly cut grass^.^v

11)Domokun or Doraemon?
Neither. Who is domokun??? I prefer that white haired vampire from vampire knights...

12)Is there anything u want to tell the people u hate?
I dont really hate you, i just dislike you, hate your presence and dislike you!

13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes. I couldn't find better friends then mine.

14)What "does" flying mean to you?
Freedom!!

15)Are you living you living happily now?
I guess so....life's a bit rocky these few months...

16)Who's your crush?
No one at the present phase of my life...

17)Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
No one tagged me...i just do this for fun....

18)What's the meaning of life to you?
LIVE LIFE TO THE MAX!!! YOU'VE GOT 1 CHANCE AT IT ONLY, SO LIVE IT TO THE MAX!!!!

19)What will u become in another 10 years to come?
I'll still be me..just 10 years older, wiser and healthier/wealthier?

20)Do you believe in true friend?
Yes.

I TAG..
whoever want to take this....

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Quote Review

This is actually my own quote....

"I lived while WE lived, I died when WE became just ME alone...."

well i came up with this not too long ago....maybe a week or two ago....it just popped into my head and i had to say it...I left it on my personal msg in msn....till now only started to write this....



What does it mean?

Well it a bit of my old post really...2halves make 1 whole...I felt like i was alive when i was whole...but it all died when when us became just me....basically, when one is in a relationship, one feels alive and regenerated(I dunno if this applies to everyone)... Its a great and happy feeling to have..to be loved and to love back... love cannot be described by any word... In short,

Love is an unexplainable feeling....



When i was in relationships through out my 12years of study(well maybe 6 years really) I felt alive and at peace..but when stuff got rocky.it seemed like i was dying.... every time i went trough a separation, it seemed like hell for me while it became a rebirth for my lover.... weird really, that i have to suffer while my ex gets to live in peace and rebirth....... why cant it be the other way around for once? Not that i like going through separations! It sucks really.....But what the heck....

Sadly it seems i've got to disappear again...time to sleep...the med is taking an effect on me..feeling drowsy liao~~~

~~~to be continued in the near future~~~~

Monday, October 20, 2008

2 days MC....

Darn it...stupid fever...rendering me helpless for the next day or two....

This morning was abt 39.4 degrees, then i took 2 Panedols hoping it will help, but it made my fever worse.... Went to see doc at abt 8.30pm..cannot tahan adi~~~ Went to take back blood test results too...According to the report I'm ok with slight problems...my cholesterol lvl is a tad bit(0.05) higher than the suitable one for my age....

Had a slightly more serious problem...docs always keep the bad news for last.....thr were traces of blood in my urine...not a lot but must be cautious lor...Need take antibiotics..for fever 1st before antibiotics for the urine thingy....

Man I am sick....feeling groggy and freezing while my blood boils... Dead tired but need move around a bit before sleeping as said by doc after taking med....so typing this does count as movement frm the fingers and brain~~~~

=P

Dats all for now~~~

~~~~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY HSIANG-HSIANG ~~~~~